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V-Day

2012-02-14T23:01:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

^__^

Reminiscing

2012-02-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

There are some things you want to go back to... but sometimes, it would be better to just let those things be because you know deep in your heart, that it will never be like before again. Not only that, but you know that you won't be able to promise that the commitment will be there. So it's better to just leave it as it is now.

Sad but true. :(

A Game About Love

2012-01-31T14:36:00.000+08:00

Finally finished my dear Sam Wang's drama. It was alright.

First off, I think it was too long at 25 episodes. I mean, I appreciate the focus on Sam and all, but I feel that it could've ended earlier if only they skipped the nonsense parts. I think it would've ended at episode 18 if they stuck with the "important" stuff. But I am just a fan, I am no director. However, I think it's nice that Sam played the main guy for once, not the "other" guy. He is such a cutie...

So right now, I'm on to Ms. Ripley Who I Loved - starring Lee Da Hae and Park Yoochun and another guy - an older guy - who I don't know the name of. I cannot get over hoe pretty Lee Da Hae is. Long legs and milky white skin. I think that girl have it all. I think she's prettier now than during the time of Green Rose. I'm only on the fifth episode. And I've been trying to watch it for 3 weeks already. Guess it's not as interesting as Sungkyunkwan Scandal or else I would've finished it in 2 weeks. Or maybe I'm just too busy? Anyway, we shall see.

Work is work as usual. Got another account to transition which makes everything exciting and hectic at the same time. I got to do the transition Schneider Electric (http://www.schneider-electric.com/)! Schneider is a big company that works on energy management. I cannot wait to start transitioning it. It's quite a big project, far different from Zale Corporation (http://www.zalecorp.com/) but that's what makes it so exciting. Imagine consolidating 8 sites into 1. Very challenging. I love it! ^.^

Tomorrow is the start of the love month. Not exactly looking forward to it because the boyfriend is away, but what the heck... To all of my friends who are in a relationship, HAPPY HEARTS DAY! To those who are single, HAPPY SINGLE AWARENESS DAY! Have fun everyone, be safe! *wink* *wink* ^__^V

Thinking of You

2012-01-29T18:23:00.003+08:00

I have been thinking what the title of that slow Katy Perry song is... and then I found it! Thanks to Google and Youtube!

Here you go: Thinking of You by Katy Perry

Now Playing: Thinking of You by Katy Perry

Happy TVXQ in Manila Day!

2012-01-29T10:41:00.004+08:00

Today is the 6th year anniversary of this:

and this:

This day marks the first time I laid eyes on my boys, Dong Bang Shin Ki, in the flesh. I'll forever remember and cherish this day. <3<3<3

Back from Macau!

2012-01-27T23:50:00.004+08:00

And I'm back after spending 3 days in Macau. And it was cold, cold, cold at 11 degrees Celsius! I love it, but after a day, I am so ready to go back to warm Manila. LOL XD

Macau is, as usual, fascinating! They have this new hotel/casino called Galaxy but I didn't get to go because it was so cold and my brother was sick. Got to watch "The House of Dancing Water"and it was fabulous! Story's a bit inconsistent but wth... the show with all the effects are amazing. It definitely is a must watch!

Went shopping at Victoria's Secret, bought some fragrances, body lotion and undies. I love that shop. I must've spend over 200 USD at that store. But I don't care. I only get to shop at it once in a blue moon. I also got to buy some winter cover-ups from Giordano, one of which I gave to my mom and another to an co-worker. Whoever said Macau is not a shopping place is terribly wrong. LOL XD

Some pictures from my DSLR that my brother used during the trip:

A-ma Temple

Post Office near Senado Square

Lemon Meringue Pie and Cafe Mocha from Pacific Coffee
while waiting for the show at City of Dreams

Gondola

View from the Macau Tower

Have more pics from my own camera - but I'm too lazy to get it and transfer, so I guess I'll be posting it on Facebook then.

Till my next post people!

Megaupload.. :(

2012-01-20T04:59:00.002+08:00

Read on: http://www.foxnews.com/scitech/2012/01/19/feds-shut-down-file-sharing-website/

No.... not Megauplaod. Megaupload has been one of the sites that I've relied on to get various files - shows, songs, movies. And they've shut it down. It is a sad sad day.

D@mn SOPA. *sigh*

2012 Yo!

2012-01-18T04:43:00.010+08:00

It has been three years since I last posted here. And my last post was about what's in store for me for 2009. Well, 2009 was alright.

Went to TVXQ's Shanghai concert in October of that year - I believe that was their last concert as DBSK5... If only knew that it was the last time we'll see them on stage together, we would've tried our very best to get the best seats. But I am still thankful I got to see them twice in concert. I know I'll see them together again - It's just a matter of faith. :)

The year following that was focused on work, work and more WORK. Got promoted in 2010, went to Dallas to start transition of a new account, built it up from scratch... It was an awesome experience - and it was the first time I traveled abroad alone. I hope I get to do that again, but this time for vacation. We all need to be alone sometimes, to get away from all the craziness in the world. Fandom took the very back seat this year - but that doesn't mean I am disconnected from the DBSK fandom. I heard rumors and read news - even shed tears when I found out about the split and got angry at SME because of the lawsuit. But work was the top priority... and it continued on the next year.

The year 2011 was still filled with work, and sometimes work woes. It was okay. But I am, after all, a fangirl. So at the end of the year, I found myself watching K-dramas and downloading albums. Got to finish Jang Geun Suk's "You're Beautiful" and I fell in love with him. Seriously. And I was finally able to watch "Sungkyunkwan Scandal" - Park Yuchun's first major series. And he is soooo good! The chicken can act! I'd like to think of him as my chicken... LOL. Gawd how I miss him, and the rest of the boys :(

Anyway, I got myself to watch Sam Wang of 5566's "A Game About Love" with Chen Qiao En... and the following scenes made me giddy:

Sam Wang - I <3 you!

Ahhh.. I have come full circle. Sam Wang, you are still love love love <3<3<3

There goes my Taiwan bias *insert big grin here*

Anyway, why did I blog after all this time? I dunno - maybe because I have free time now. My accounts are doing great. I have one account coming up and that won't start until about a month and a half. So here I am...

Well, I hope this isn't my last post for 2012. I plan to keep blogging ^.^

2009 Horoscope

2009-01-03T11:48:00.000+08:00

	CANCER June 23 - July 23

Don’t let the slowness of change keep you from doing what you want in 2009. The New Year begins with astrological activity in your sector of joint resources; Jupiter, Mercury, Chiron and Neptune stimulate financial matters. Valentine’s Day could collide with career aspirations, as Venus both energizes promotions and brings love to the surface. You may be tempted to plan a trip abroad, as action-oriented Mars encourages travel during March. What better way to see positive reflections than to treat yourself when the Sun and Vesta travel through your Sign in July? As Pallas Athene, Saturn and Mercury join forces in your communication house during August, you’re able to prepare for home decorating in September and October. Romance blossoms during November. A particularly sexy partner may show up just in time in December.

--- thanks for the link TJ! :) interesting horoscope.. love it :)

Source: http://metropolis.co.jp/tokyo/recent/horoscope2009.asp

work woes

2008-12-23T22:16:00.000+08:00

i always take pride in the fact that i'm part of the group that started ITO in ACS. but i've never felt so left out as i did during the christmas party. in fact, i felt so alone even when i was with the team. maybe it's because we got our own table with our own name on it and not "ITO", while the rest of them has "ITO" on their tables. maybe it's because of the fact that our office is in makati while all of them are already at the new site and they got to know each other early on. or maybe because we've been used to being the "only" ITO group in ACS Phils... it may sound weird, and i know i should be glad that i'm not on the same boat as the new teams are (ah, the awkwardness of doing something new and all that stuff)... but it still gets me thinking that sometimes, when it comes to our team, not everything is fair.

sure, we get to have the same, if not higher, salaries. we're familiar with what we should be doing. we're the pioneers of the org. all that good stuff. but when it gets right down to it, seems like nobody cares. just a little more and i would assume that everyone has forgotten about our little team. it's sad.

i know it's just me. must be the christmas thingies. but i've been feeling like this since late october... *sigh*

it's beginning to look a lot like christmas~

2008-12-08T02:59:00.000+08:00

yes it is.. ^_^ the air has that chilly feeling and the christmas traffic is there... and people are smiling and being generous...

if only i'm not stressing about this JG thingie, then everything will be alright. i said i won't be as active anymore, but hello... the situation had me coming back. d@mn. work plus this JG stuff... not such a good mix. heck. i know i'm not the only person busy with work but then why oh why am i one of the lucky few who get to mix the two together? thank god i've got sane people with me... *hugs the lucky few: paoji, mish, TJ, donna* (edward you're out coz you're not sane! lol jk!!)

thanks for coming out yesterday guys. i know we've all got stuff to do besides this JG... hopefully we get out of this alive and get to live our normal lives - away from all this insane mess. ^_^

as for me... if ever I get out of this alive, I'm going on hiatus. Permanent or not, I don't know.

Note to self: Never get yourself into something that you said you won't be participating in, especially during the part where most of the original planners go invi-mode. Big NO NO.

Lesson learned? CHECK!

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Be happy for me! I finally got to update this blog even with all the busy-ness and stuff! Now if only I could find the time to upload pics and blog some more...

Random people: How do you do it? I mean, with the busy-ness of your life, how do you get the time to upload pics and blog 2-3x a day?

or maybe it's just me that's got this problem.

*shrugs*

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during our Glorietta meetup yesterday, Ces sent me an SMS saying that Marky Cielo has moved on. At first I didn't know if that was serious or not, but knowing that Ces is a good friend of Marky, I know she won't be joking about it.

My condolences go to the Cielo family and to Ces. I mourn for your loss.

happy camper~

2008-10-29T11:48:00.000+08:00

i should be sleeping now, but i got sucked into browsing PEx's Tech forums and decided to see how my PLDT DSL fared with the rest. i know i did it before (and i know i have to search through my previous blog entries to find the results then) but there's no harm in taking a look at the connection now...

of course, this is after i paused my torrent download of 90210 and Love in the Time of Cholera. Not bad... considering i am 9390284390kms from the server (at home right now in Las Pinas).

oh well, time to get some sleep.

toodles~ time to resume downloading ^_^

I want a guy...

2008-10-05T11:15:00.000+08:00

MyHotComments

too bad that kind of guy only exists in our dreams :P

what i'll miss the most...

2008-10-02T06:40:00.000+08:00

- the ngarag moments/hours/weeks/months
- all the planning/organizing and cramming
- the laughter, blood, sweat and tears shed
- the running around and panic come show time
and most especially...

the dear, sweet, funny and awesome people that i've learned to love in spite and despite of all the annoying things that we'd have to go through with each other

it's been an amazing ride, one that i'll always remember and cherish forever. i've learned a lot and now, it's time to move on.

this is not a goodbye... it's a "'till we meet again"

jung jung jung

2008-09-28T00:57:00.000+08:00

just watched kitkat's uploaded video of yunho being so uber fatherly to this kid and it made me swooon. *sigh*

these are the things i miss about the boys :(

that clip made me so glad that i pre-ordered both versions of their albums... tsk tsk the main reason i got online this early was to cancel the cd+photobook version.. i saw this and boom. no more cancellations. i'm going to order those 2 versions to feed these boys. bwahahaha

tsk tsk.. i am beginning to love jae's hair. whereas chunnie.. hmmm.. bleh.

yunnie.. i <33 yunnie.

^_^

2008-09-27T00:22:00.000+08:00

lots and lots of good stuff happening this week. definitely worth the less than 4 hours of sleep i got for the past 5 days. lol...

of course, everybody at work is excited about October 1st. Yey for the super generous big bosses of ACS-ITO. got to love those big guys! haha..

and of course, the promotion's just great. things are looking up i know i'm rambling, but wth. i'm happy.

anyhoo~ if you guys know any hardcore SD Analysts, please have them forward their resumes to me: dettedeleon@gmail.com. Very good compensation (27k starting, plus incentives). yebah.

cheers for the future! ^________^

aarrgghh!!!

2008-09-22T06:55:00.000+08:00

i am internet-less!!!!!!!!!!

d@mn PLDT DSL...

i am so going to get Globe Broadband.

grrrrr...

ad i haven't downloaded ep04 of 90210 yet... plus the new episode of gossip girl!

aaarrgghhh

*grumbles*

information overload

2008-09-15T03:48:00.000+08:00

my head is going to explode.

been reading the KL thread in PEx for over a week now and i've got too much info on my head.

still need to read the SG thread, as well as research about Bintan

whew...

i can't wait for our amazing race-like trip next month.

yey!

Dream Again (English Version) - Wang Lee Hom

2008-09-06T17:02:00.000+08:00

because this song has been my LSS since last week:

Dream Again (English) - Wang Lee Hom

I haven't seen my Baby in so long
But I can feel her in this song
I turn on the stereo,the groove is nice and slow
If only she was here to dance along

I write her letters every single day
There's only so much words can say
We'll be together soon
I'm dancin' in my room
Imagining you're not so far away

* And I dream again
You're right by my side
You're back in my arms again
A feeling so sublime

** So I dream again
Your beautiful smile
When we're dancin' cheek to cheek
Across a thousand miles (yeah)

My Baby hasn't seen me in so long
And she knows I'd never do her wrong
She turns on the stereo, the Stevie tunes I know
Wishing I was there to dance along

*** And she dreams again
I'm right by her side
I'm back in her arms again
A feeling so sublime

**** So she dreams again
of hearing the sound
of sweet nothings late at night
With no one else around yeah

And when the night is over
The loneliness is through
I know in my heart that you're my everything
I'll never love another
As long as I have you
So tell me that we can last forever

The Curse of the iPhone

2008-09-03T01:31:00.000+08:00

iPhone - the bane of ITO corporations.

seriously.

this phone has done more harm than good. (in my opinion anyway)

and no. i am not bitter.

- explanation to follow. when i'm all calmed down.

mumblings

2008-08-31T23:06:00.000+08:00

I found myself in a familiar meeting two weeks ago... it's like deja vu. I recognize it happening some 4 or 5 months ago, with the same people, same discussion, same plans, same agenda, same everything.

Four or five months ago, I was enthusiastic to start whatever that was given to me as a task. And just like anything that's not right, that enthusiasm faded. That task just became something to do because i have to. The enthusiasm I felt, the need to do it because it's right... it isn't there anymore. Maybe it's the people, maybe it's the task itself, maybe it's a whole other factor but one thing is sure... that meeting two weeks ago, i don't see anything coming out of that. It'll be another task that's not even in my job description but it's something i have to do because I agreed to it. Why did I agree? Because there's no reason not to. And it sounds okay to me that time. Fun even. But now that I think of it thoroughly... *sigh*

You can say I am feeling a bit hopeless. Well, who wouldn't? Two years. Two years. I can't say I wasn't happy in those two years, but as they say... I'm not getting any younger. It makes me wonder... what if I left a year ago, will I still be in the same boat? Maybe not.

I hate what-ifs. It gives you the feeling that you didn't make the right decision. Sucks.

Now the question is, what should I do?

*sigh*

I wish i know the answer to that question

*grumbles and immerses self in Breaking Dawn*

busy? T.T

2008-08-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

ok.. i've been too busy lately.

nothing wrong with that really, but then.. i just realized i don't know what the eff i'm busy about. but what i do know is that i've been thinking too much these past few days.

and that scares me. too much thinking means there are some things that's totally bothering me. i mean, why would i think about it that much if it's not bothering me, right?

this is getting crazy.

movies movies movies... and then some

2008-08-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

currently looking for these movies on DVD:

- La vita è bella (Life is Beautiful)
- Mr. Holland's Opus
- The Pianist

already sent an email to parconline.biz to inquire... saw the items on Amazon. but the amazon site freaks me out. seriously. or maybe i can go to a video shop here and look for those titles. i actually just want the first two movies. the third one's my brother's. *shrugs* and i'm looking forward to watching Mama Mia. looks interesting. plus i adore songs from Abba. ^_^V

my iPod's functional again. i brought new earphones. blah. i need to update the playlists. and remove some. yey for private music while on the threadmill!

and about that school thingie concerning my brother. all's well and good. mrs. principal got scared of discussing the case in a courtroom.

just a random post. i don't get to update this anymore. *sigh*

next time~

hay naku ~

2008-08-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

my brother's high school is driving me mad.

i swear... if things don't get better soon, i'll sue their sorry asses.

explain more when i have the time and patience.

grrr...

smile~

2008-07-28T02:16:00.000+08:00

it was nice to escape for a while...

superheroes, damsels in distress, charming princes...

mythical creatures, legends, uncomplicated relationships. well, sort of.

it's a nice feeling.

let me savor it for a while before i return to reality

when will you get married?

2008-07-21T02:01:00.000+08:00

i was browsing facebook and saw this quiz: when will you get married?

i was bored and decided to give this a try... and here's the result:

When Will You Get Married?

Use the patented WEDDING ALGORITHM A.I. to determine when your wedding date will be. Are you going to get married to your one and only in the next few months, or will it be a long decade before you walk the aisle?

According to the Wedding Algorythm, You Will Marry In: 4 YEARS AND 1 MONTHS

wow... is this true or not. if it's true, i don't know whether to be happy or sad about it. but that means only one thing: more time to hang out with friends, more time to progress into my career (FTW... this i got to see, erm.. feel), more travel time! That is, if my friends don't decide to marry in the next four years. LOL

colorgenics... ^^

2008-07-20T03:42:00.000+08:00

found this at tam's LJ.. and i was like "O_O is that me?"

lookie:

"You are constantly trying to make a favourable impression and endeavouring to be considered as that someone 'special'. You are pretty good at using various tactics and strategies that give the impression that you are in control. Maybe you are - but you are constantly watching to see whether or not your endeavours are truly appreciated. Be careful... just as 'you' may be endeavouring to influence others, 'they' may indeed be influencing you.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

You are feeling under considerable pressure and you are being forced to make concessions. You are not particularly happy with this state of affairs but you feel that you have no alternative. If you were to force issues you would be left out or completely ignored by one and all.

You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.

You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality."

okay... perhaps i don't know myself as well as i thought. or maybe it was because i was randomly picking out the colors i liked? *sigh* anyway, you guys decide

click here for cologenics

those were the days~

2008-07-13T14:36:00.000+08:00

finally found ana's fic... this is on the spot and T.T

i miss ana's drabbles... and ym conferences... T.T when did life began to be so hectic and complicated? T.T

ana's on-the-spot drabble:

if loving 2 persons at a time is a sin then let me die.

i love them with my life, but by loving them both only hurted them. the irony that is, and i thought loving meant the world.

so maybe i thought i was destined not to pick anyone of them, kang in took one away because my attention was divided

the other was taken by tim... and then i was left alone.if life was like this then i would die a million deaths each day... living without them...
looking at them from a far seeing that they're happy, happy before i leave them...

i wanted them to be happy with me but the world doesnt allow this kind of love. love i thought was universal and accepted but what is this?

i love them till now and that will never change, coming back to korea i thought i would find a way and make it work.i 1st went to tin, i saw her. in the park i was about to walk towards her when i saw a kid running towards her...calling her umma... with kangin tailing from behind

half of me was crushed but the other half was still alive rooting for that other someone who would make my heart whole... i was told that she could be found in church today so i hurried

i got there... not expecting to see a wedding
dette was the bride, tim was her groom.

and right then and there i felt it all ended.my love for them stayed the same and it hurted.maybe i am really destined to be alone. i'll forever be.

~end~

found it at the old dongbang world forum (http://z11.invisionfree.com/dongbangworld/index.php?showtopic=57). *sigh*

i miss the bangers <33

sigh

2008-07-13T12:10:00.000+08:00

i'm not happy right now.

you can say i'm in a state of confusion.

hope this goes away soon.

T___T

i miss you baby... miss you terribly :(

there's always goodbye :(

2008-07-12T12:02:00.000+08:00

i guess nothing describes work life at ACS as best as the quote "the only permanent thing in this world is change"... everything seems to be changing so fast that i can't keep up T.T (oh wait, scrap that.. there is something permanent, me and my job *sigh* T__T)

anyway... i had the surprise of the week just this friday morning. i pinged Mark Steele (one of the friendliest LAN guys in Sandy, ever!) to ask his advice about a query from a UPS guy... and as expected, he answered my question the best he can... then he dropped a bomb:

Mark Steele	that sounds good	5:07:08 AM
?	As a heads up, today is my last day	5:07:40 AM
?	It's been good working with you and the team out there, and thank you for all your help in the past.	5:08:02 AM
Bernadette De ...	oh no... first Kevin.. now you	5:08:29 AM
Mark Steele	It's the way of things unfortunately,	5:10:11 AM
?	I know how hurt you all were when kevin wasn't able to say bye, and I didn't want to repeat that.	5:10:33 AM
?	Thank you again

i wanted to cry right then and there. Mark was one of the friendliest and most approachable LAN engineer i have ever had the chance of working with and now he's leaving. *waterworks coming*

anyway, as he said, it's the way of things. i'm just glad that we were able to work with him. it has been a delight and we'll surely miss him. we've learned quite a handful from Mark, and for that we are eternally grateful. hopefully, the guy who's going to replace him will be as friendly and approachable as him. i have a feeling that James Bosworth is, since i pinged him in Sametime and he seems to be so nice. but still ... *sniffles*

this is the one thing i admire about Americans... they don't have this emotional attachment to work that we filipinos have. or maybe that's just me since most of the people I've worked with had no qualms about quitting and moving on. aish.. it's because i think too much. *sigh* i'm praying that i can soon find the courage to pack up, leave and find the job i want. *another sigh here* some people say i have that "potential" to make it big and that i just have to wait... but the question is... how long am i going to wait? time is ticking and time isn't something we can take back...

geez.. forget about working. maybe i should start my own business. ^_^V it has been my plan all along... time to do some research! ^_^

inis~

2008-07-08T05:13:00.000+08:00

first i got some people mad/disappointed for agreeing to place them at the back... and then i get to read a post where it says that my group was prioritized....

ano ba talaga mga ate????

at ito lang masasabi ko.. kung napipilitan kayo pumunta, wag na lang kayo pumunta. sayang ang mga upuan. lech...

takte naman.. sa susunod wala nang reserve reserve. potah.

mga taong antipatika nga naman.

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう？

2008-07-07T12:30:00.000+08:00

grabbed from hannah...

because of the hectic thingies happening the past 2-3 weeks, i haven't fully appreciated this song... and now i do. waaaaaahhhhh T.T

sadness and tears *sniff*

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう？
(Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?)

ROMANISATION

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou?
Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi
Afuredasu kotoba, wakatteta no ni (mou todokanai)

Hajimete deatta, sono hi kara
Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shitan da
Amari ni shizen ni tokende shimatta futari

Doko e iku no ni mo issho de
Kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de
Bokura wa futari otona ni natte kita
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni (mou kanawanai)

Tokubetsu na imi wo motsu kyou wo
Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo
Kirei na sugata de kami sama ni chikatteru, kimi wo

Boku ja nai hito no tonari de
Shukufuku sareteru sugata wo
Boku wa dou yatte miokureba ii no darou?

Mou doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Ano koro mo, bokura no koto, mou moderenai (kangaeta) modorenai (kangaeta)

Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Boku no yoko ni, iru hazu datta (sono mama nii)

Sore demo kimi ga boku no soba nara to itte mo
Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto
Tada negatteru
Tatoe sore ga donna ni sabishikutemo (setsunakutemo)

Credits: crescent @ boajjang forums
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TRANSLATION

Why have I fallen for you?
No matter how much time passes,
I thought that you would always be here
But you chose a different road

Why wasn't I able to convey to you?
My feelings that were growing everyday and night
The words begin to overflow
But I know they won't reach you now

From the first day that I met you
I felt like I knew you
And the two of us melted together so naturally

Wherever we would go, it would be together
It was so natural for you to be with me
We became adults together
But you chose a different road

Why have I fallen for you?
No matter how much time passes,
I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)

For the day that holds a special meaning
For the day where we can stand with happy faces
For you looking beautiful while praying to god

Next to the person who is not me
There is the figure of someone truly blessed
So how am I supposed to see you off?

So why have I fallen for you?
We can't go back to that time, or how we were (I've thought it through)

Why wasn't I able to take your hand?
No matter how much time passes
You were supposed to be at my side (just like that)

But, even though I say that I need you close to me
I just pray that you will be happy forever
No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)

Credits: crescent @ boajjang forums + dbskarchives.blogspot.com
Video credits: YoujuChan@youtube

thank you~

2008-07-06T22:23:00.000+08:00

to all those who went to the Pops In Seoul Kpop party yesterday, A VERY BIG THANK YOU!

it was so fulfilling to see more than a thousand people gathered together. sana hindi kayo nadala and i sincerely hope to see all of you in the next event.

to those in the provinces (or other countries) and can't attend the event, you were with us in spirit. and i'm not referring to the ghosts in the venue. thanks for the support and the love <3 hopefully you can make it to the next event. :)

to those who where disappointed, i'm sorry. but please know that we did the best we could.

all the hardwork for the past 2 weeks paid off. and i owe it all to you guys.

and thank you to the group who greeted me a happy birthday outside the venue (after the event)... pasensya na at lagi na lang ako haggard pag nakikita nyo >.< but super thank you sa pagbati. mahal ko kayo. *huggles*

in behalf of Leo and Geunmi (Arirang staff who spearheaded the event), as well as the staff of ATPh, thank you so much and we hope to see you at the next event.

i heart you all. ^_^

responsible journalism

2008-06-24T06:15:00.000+08:00

what's the sense of saying that it's news if it isn't confirmed yet?

if you don't have anything reliable to say, just keep your mouth shut.

and hello, journalism 101 tells us that it's imperative that all parties get their sides aired unless of course they refuse to say anything.

if your site is full of sh!t, then you don't deserve readers.

irritated.

2008-06-23T01:05:00.000+08:00

i am soooooo irritated right now.

i see someone parading around, telling the whole world that he is this and that.

but i don't see anything that he's doing that makes him deserving of that thing he's so proud to be

geez.. all words, no action.

take the hint dude!

grrr....

my ideal guy...

2008-06-15T11:48:00.000+08:00

everyone, i would like you to meet my ideal guy. if i do end up with him, there is nothing i could ask more for....

this guy is too perfect to be true. he's got all that i could ever want in a man: english speaking, has a wonderful voice (listen to his songs here), a gentleman, devout christian... you know he'll be a good husband and father.. *hearts everywhere*

his name is Tim Hwang Young Min. and he is mine. XD

(i know wiki's not the best reference in the world, but here you go; http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tim_(singer))

10 things that make me happy

2008-06-15T00:56:00.000+08:00

The rules are easy, just post 10 things/people that make you happy.
Then tag 10 people and FORCE them to post this on their blogs.
Good luck!

1.) music
2.) my asian addictions (hah! they're too many)
3.) computer with internet
4.) bangers/angels/friends
5.) my cd/dvd collection
6.) traveling
7.) family
8.) ernest
9.) gifts
10.) jewelry (esp those with crosses/crucifixes) --> blame tvxq and random japanese personalities

tagged by: tintin

and i shall tag (bwahahahaha) : ces, anne, edcel, jhocel, pao, tam, izce, ekah, nervel, jaypee

tagged by ces ^^

2008-06-15T00:54:00.000+08:00

Tagged by cecilia ^^
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This is how the game goes:

* Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.
* Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules.
* At the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.
* Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.

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1. i am a camwhore.. anacleta and the angels infected me with this disease. but hey, i'm not complaining. XD

2. i cry easily... super. when i'm frustrated, mad or too happy, i cry. yeah, it's a girly thing to do, i know.

3. random person present *raises hand* very very random here. sometimes, i'll just say something out of the blue and then dismiss it. something like that...

4. even though i don't have chinky eyes, people mistake me for having chinese blood. O_o

5. it takes years for me to get over someone. T.T

6. i am allergic to makeup, so i don't wear any. except for special occasions. but except me to have red spots on my face around 2 hours after i take the makeup off. XD

7. i am afraid of dogs and cats. haller.. i am able to touch tigers, but not dogs and cats!

8. when i have problems, i don't let other people know about it. it's personal, so why share? except of course if it involves other people ^^

9. i love bags! i am a bag addict... but i always make it a point to buy those that i would actually put in to good use ^^

10. i am very masungit to those people i don't know. especially those annoying people

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no more tagging people!! almost all those in my contacts list have done this already! nyahaha

好爱她好想他 (Love her, Miss him)

2008-06-15T00:09:00.000+08:00

i was going thru the videos in this multiply and found that i uploaded a number of chinese/taiwanese videos.... well, i was (and still am, although just a little na lang) a JStar fan.

now this song is one of my favorites because the melody is nice and it's from Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa... i love the series and the actors that were in it.

so i'm posting the translation of the song that can be found here

*sigh*

memories...

好爱她好想他
Love her, Miss him
by 7F & 183 Club

183天应该亮了
The sky should become bright already
你应该睡了
You should have slept already
守一整夜的他应该走了
He who has kept by the side the whole night should have left already
7f 你应该哭了
You should have cried already
他应该醒了
He should have awaken already
想一整夜的我该死心了
Me who has thought all night should give up already
183我们都没有错
None of us is wrong
只是爱上同一个
Its just that we fell in love with the same
7f+187只怪爱是独自占有
Too bad love cannot be shared
非要拼得你死我活
Its a must to fight till death
7f 好爱她好想她再这样下去
Love her lots, Miss her lots, if we go on like this
我只会更牵挂
I will only be more unwilling to let go and forget
7f+183爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
In the end, we still can't change love
183祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
Give her my blessings to be with him and let all fated couples be together
7f+183你给过的美好
The happy times you gave
留在没有人到得了的地方
Is left at a place no one can reach
看你微笑
To see you smile
7f 天应该亮了你应该睡了
The sky should be bright already, you should have slept already
守一整夜的他应该走了
He who has waited all know should be gone
183(天怎黱亮了我无法睡呢...怎能放手)
How can be sky be bright? I can't sleep.. How to let go?
7f 你应该哭了他应该醒了
You should have cried already, he should have awaken already
想一整夜的我该死心了
Me who has thought all night should give up already
183(我怎黱哭了你不该忘了…太过折磨)
How can I cry already? You shouldn't have forgotten. Its too tortureous
7f 我们都没有错
None of us is wrong
只是爱上同一个
Its just that we fell in love with the same
183只怪爱是独自占有
We can only blame love for being unabled to be shared
非要拼得你死我活
Its a must to fight till we die
7f 好爱她好想她再这样下去
Love her lots, Miss her lots, if we go on like this
我只会更牵挂
I will only be more unwilling to let go and forget
183(好爱她好想她再这样下去也不是个办法)0
Love her lots, Miss her lots, going on like this is not a solution
7f+183爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
Love till the end still can't be changed
7f+183祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
Give her my blessings to be with him, and let all fated couples be together
7f 所有的美好
All the good times
183留在没人到得了
Are left at a place no one can go
7f 试著把你慢慢遗忘
To slowly try to forget you
183(如何把你慢慢忘掉)
How can I slowly forget you?
183我好爱她我好想她
I love her greatly, I miss her greatly
183我爱她我想她
I love her, I miss her
7f 好爱他好想他再这样下去
Love him lots, Miss him lots, if I go on like this
我只会更牵挂
I will only be unable to let go and forget him more
7f+183爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
Love till the end still can't be changed
183祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
Give her my blessings to be with him, so that all destined couples can be together
7f+183你给过的美好
The memorable times you gave
留在没有人到得了的地方
Is left at an unreachable place
看你微笑
To see you smile
7f+183好爱她好想她再这样下去
Love her greatly, Miss her greatly, If we go on like this
我只会更牵挂
I will only be unwilling to let go and forget him more
7f+183爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
Love till the end still can't be changed
7f+183祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
Give her my blessings to be with him, so that destined couples can be together
183+7f 所有的美好
All the good times
183+7f 留在没人到得了
Left at a place no one can reach
7f+183试著把你慢慢忘掉
To slowly try and be forgotten

later~

2008-06-12T15:26:00.000+08:00

i've been tagged for the nth time T.T

let's see, i have one frm ces and two from tintiners... O_o

ok, will post those later.

promise.

(i hope)

so i'll remember

2008-06-09T06:35:00.000+08:00

Love is a feeling that's seen in one's eyes. Love is the sight of the sunset and sunrise. Love is the joy that make people smile. Love is the pain that makes people cry. To love is to feel the other so dear. To the point you taste his or her tears. Love doesn't seek what's not there. Love accepts all pains to bear. Love that doesn't die is love that we can't see.

Doushite Kimi...(Bakit Ba Ikaw Pa) -- translated by tintin

2008-06-01T11:02:00.000+08:00

tintiners!!! thank you so much for this translation! ^_^

Doushite Kimi...(Bakit Ba Ikaw Pa)

Bakit ba ikaw pa ang aking minahal?
Kahit gaano katagal nang panahon ang lumipas
Akala ko nasa tabi pa rin kita
Ngunit iba na ang pinili mo, iniwan mo na ko

Bakit ba hindi ko na makayang tawagin ka pa?
Araw-araw, gabi-gabi kitang iniisip
Marami sana akong gusto sabihin
Pero alam ko namang
Di makakarating sa iyo

Nung unang pagkakita ko palang sa iyo
Parang kilalang-kilala na agad kita
Ang dali-dali natin na nagkasundo

Normal nalang na kung nasaan ka man, nandun din ako
Ikaw ang aking kasama ko sa paglaki
Ngunit iba na ang pinili mo, iniwan mo na ko

Bakit ba ikaw pa ang aking minahal?
Kahit gaano katagal nang panahon ang lumipas
Akala ko ay nasa tabi pa rin kita
Di na tayo pwede

Napakaimportante ng araw na ito
Napakasaya mong masdan ngayon
Napakaganda mong masdan sa harap ng altar

Ngunit di naman ako ang nasa tabi mo
Habang nakikita kitang binabasbasan
Paano pa kita mapakawawalan mahal ko?

oh Bakit ba ikaw pa ang aking minahal?
Kung anuman tayo dati ay
Di na pwede (pinag-isipan ko to, pinag-isipan ko to)

Bakit ba binitawan ko pa ang iyong mga kamay?
Kahit gaano katagal nang panahon ang lumipas
Inasahan kong na nandito ka lang (dito lang sa tabi ko)

Ngunit miski na, kahit wala na ako sa tabi mo
Pinagdadasal kong habang-buhay kang maging maligaya
Maging maligaya
Kahit gaano ko to ikalulungkot, (kahit gaano...)(ikalulungkot ko to)

hindi literal translation yan pero andyan pa rin yung essence ng kanta at... SINGABLE YAN MANIWALA MAN KAYO O HINDE! LOL!

Credits: syabondama of egloos for Japanese and Korean lyrics of + system_chaos/(Krissy)(system-chaos.livejournalcom) for translating + _happy_as_rain_ for corrections in romanizations + TINTIN for Filipino translation. PLEASE ASK PERMISSION FROM KRISSY FIRST IF YOU DECIDE TO REPOST HER WORK SOMEWHERE ELSE. OR TRANSLATE THE SONG INTO ANOTHER LANGUAGE USING HER VERSION.

FOR THIS FILIPINO VERSION, ASK PERMISSION FROM TINTIN.

randomness

2008-05-23T10:25:00.000+08:00

it's been a while since i posted something.

was with him early thursday morning...

and now i miss him. damn.

....

...

..

.

but hey, time to go to subic.

see y'all next week

My Zoo

2008-05-05T06:06:00.000+08:00

got a friendster message from melanie, a college classmate and it's pretty interesting. it's about volunteering for My Zoo.

Read on people:

Hi!
We are the MyZoo Volunteer Group Foundation. We are a young group and we involve ourselves in helping preserve our natural heritage, most especially the endemic species of the Philippines – more than half of which are on the endangered list.

MyZoo aims to
· transform zoos in general into effective educational institutions by improving the image, facilities and programs of different zoos
· strengthen links to communities vital to the preservation of endemic species
· educate Filipinos, especially the children on conservation of Philippine wildlife

To do this, MyZoo
· volunteers as zookeepers at different zoos and wildlife rescue centers
· helps better rescued animals through behaviour and enclosure enrichment
· trains zookeepers, zoo assistants and volunteers
· conducts learning activities like Zoo to You and Close Animal Encounter
· campaigns against illegal wildlife trade

MyZoo volunteers regularly at the following centers
· Manila Zoological & Botanical Garden, Manila
· Protected Areas & Wildlife Bureau – Wildlife Rescue Center, Quezon City
· Laguna Wildlife Park & Rescue Center, Pansol, Laguna
· Pasig City Zoo, Pasig City

It is high time for everyone to rise up and combat the threat poised to our environment.
Be a Volunteer! Help and save our wildlife while having fun…=P

Want to be a Volunteer?

Contact:
09154434796, wildaboutwild@ hotmail.com

LESTER LOUIS L. LOPEZ, DVM
Program Director
ARCY SALVACION
President

I seriously want to volunteer. Who's with me? ^_^

sorry!!! >.<

2008-05-04T06:41:00.000+08:00

sorry for flooding T.T

i just re-enabled the cross-posting feature here in multiply, and then blog entries from as far back as august last year, from my 3 blogger.com blogs, popped up.

T__T

sorry... paumanihin... mianhe... dui bu qi... and how do you say i'm sorry in japanese? T.T

A Woman Should Have...

2008-04-21T01:47:00.001+08:00

got this from a friendster blog.. and i just have to post it here. ^_^

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …
enough money within her control to move out
and rent a place of her own,
even if she never wants to or needs to...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …
something perfect to wear if the employer,
or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …
a youth she's content to leave behind....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …
a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to
retelling it in her old age....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …
a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....
one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....
a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems,
and a recipe for a meal,
that will make her guests feel honored...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....
a feeling of control over her destiny....

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to fall in love without losing herself..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to quit a job, break up with a lover,
and confront a friend without; ruining the friendship...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
when to try harder... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that she can't change the length of her calves,
the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that her childhood may not have been perfect...but it's over...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she would and wouldn't do for love or more...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to live alone... even if she doesn't like it...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW.. ..
whom she can trust, whom she can't,
and why she shouldn't take it personally...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
where to go...
be it to her best friend's kitchen table...
or a charming inn in the woods...
when her soul needs soothing...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she can and can't accomplish in a day...
a month...and a year...

and you confuse me so...

2008-04-07T15:55:00.002+08:00

it always amazes me how you can make me cry when fact is, there's nothing going on between us.

story of my life.

i'm like Carrie Bradshaw in Sex and the City. I always pick the wrong guy.

45 things a girl wants, but won't ask for it

2008-04-02T13:39:00.002+08:00

If men can just do this, then every girl in the planet would be extremely happy *sigh*

1. Hug her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends
together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends, it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know !!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. Don't lie to HER.
27. DON'T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT !!

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE, hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEKS (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart. Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her, HOLD her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS.
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her. You'll never know when she needs just a little bit more love

Fashion 70s love

2008-03-25T13:21:00.003+08:00

whew.. i haven't updated this blog for like forever. ok, it's just 8 days but that's a loong time. argh! alright that's not long compared to the amount of time i didn't update in the latter part of 2007. lol XD

anyway, holy week came and went. i went to work during the lenten season but it was ok. all of us in the team didn't go on vacation, but it was fun at the office. we're enjoying the remainder of our time at the present office because come May we'll be moving to Electra House. They say the new building is ok... but what concerns me the most is the ghost stories. i don't like being stuck at the office all alone. With our line of work, there is always that off chance of being stuck at work alone. *sigh* guess i just have to keep my fingers crossed, hoping that they won't leave me alone in that scary place T.T

update on my To Do List! i am almost finished with Fashion 70s! yebah! i am so loving the story! and the 2 guys are uber hot, i swear. they make me swoon! hehe... i'm on episode 21 right now and i'm just about finished with it. i'm watching it on crunchyroll.com because i got fed up with the awful subtitles in the DVD i brought. yesh, i love the person who created crunchyroll ^^
as for The Zahir, i'm almost done. i have no impression of it as of now. yeah, i get the idea but so far, i don't find it as appealing as The Alchemist. i just found it interesting in the start... but who knows, i might just fall in love with it as i read the end. after all, i am just on pae 152 ;)

what else, oh... i need to update my blogs. gosh... my multiply and livejournal are dead. and so is my cyworld. geesh... need to update those things at least once a week. we can't keep our social networks dead, right? *wink* ah! and i'm not updated with TVXQ anymore T.T and here i am helping out with the 5G. i ought to be ashamed of myself. *sniff sniff* but hey, i love them all the same... :)

hmmm... the boyfriend is in cebu for work, and i am bored. guess there's nothing else to do but finish that drama and the rest of my things to do list.

ok, till my next post! ;)

Sounds : Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love

bored but busy

2008-03-17T14:27:00.010+08:00

just got home from grocery shopping with my mom and brother. sheesh... i feel so tired but i'm not sleepy, hence the blogging *wide grin*

i'm using tthe shiny new lappie now. it's my first time to post using the lappie, and it's great. i need to know if this thingie's got something wrong with it because the 7-day replacement warranty will be so over tomorrow so far, everuthing's great. just have to install some stuff. hihi...

just an update on my things to do list. i'm almost done with Fashion 70s. gosh... i didn't know how nice the story is. i'm on episode 16 now. ah! and Bin is so ruggedly cute. i love him. i love both male leads. geez... the two girls in the story are so damn lucky ^_^ will provide more reviews when i finally do finish the series. :)

also, i'm halfway done with Paulo Coehlo's The Zahir. It's interesting... When I read By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept, the author said something about The Lady. and here in The Zahir, Coehlo mentioned it again. I need to get my copy of all of his works so i can really study it. I think there's a corelation in all of this. but that's what i think. hmm.. will post about it more when i finish the book. :)

let's see... i've got 2 out of 7 in my list. i'm sure i'll be able to finish abother 2. let's keep our fingers crossed. hihi.. meanwhile, pics of my lappie... hihi:

ah, i know, it looks like a bandaged old lappie, but i'm keeping the
screen plastic something before i can get a real screen protector. teehee :)

here's the specs as listed on the laptop

guess that will do for now. will have to take decent pictures of my new baby, including the from, back and side. which reminds me, i have to recharge my digital camera. T.T

toodles... till my next post.

Sounds: Nada

hello shiny new lappie <3

2008-03-13T18:09:00.005+08:00

long time no write. T.T

yeah, it's been a while since i wrote something here. can't say i've been very busy lately. just that i prefer sleeping over writing some stuff here. lol XD seriously, i find sleeping to be so enjoyable. maybe the years of lack of sleep finally caught up with me. ^^

anyway, got myself a shiny new lappie. yey! bye bye Toshiba Satellite, hello new Lenovo Y410. i am loving this new laptop so far. it's a C2D with 1G of RAM, almost 160G of HD space and it's got VeriFace authentication feature. yebah! the camwhore in me is very happy indeed ^_^

here's the full specs of the new lappie. will be uploading pics tomorrow. the new lappie is all out of battery. hehehe. :)

intel T5450 Core 2 Duo processor (1.66GHz, 2MB Cache, 667MHz FSB)

14.1" Vibrant View (glossy) screen

Windows Vista Home Premium

Intel X3100 Integrated graphics

Dual layer DVD/CD Recordable optical drive

1.3MP web camera

160GB Hard Drive

1GB - 2GB Memory

6-cell battery with 4 hours quoted life

2 speakers, 1 sub woofer

Ports: 3 USB 2.0, IEEE 1394, VGA, S-Video, 6-in-1 card reader(SD/SD Pro, MS/MS Pro, MMC, XD), ExpressCard

Weight: 5.2lbs

more info about the lappie here.

okidoks, got to go got to go get ready for work. hihi

next update soon! i promise ^^

My Daemon ^^

2008-03-06T16:58:00.000+08:00

cool!

and it's all because of you~

2008-03-03T12:11:00.003+08:00

oh yeah, i'm in Ne-Yo mode, and i didn't even watch the concert. i wanted to, but was too lazy to get tickets. and i was also saving up for a singapore trip. well, looks like that singapore trip won't push thru this June.

i've decided that i won't be going with the flow for the Great Singapore Sale... will go there once the smoke clears and i'm free to roam the streets of this quaint little city harbor. and i plan to do the whole backpacking scene. oh yeah, hostels are the way to go for that trip. i want to experience this first-hand so that when i do a European backpacking trip, i'm prepared (hey, it's free to dream, right?). XD

anyway, i'm looking forward to a Bohol or Davao trip this year. i'm bringing my brother to Bohol because i want him to see how pretty the island is. plus, my brother hasn't seen a beach, so it'll be great for him. and Davao!!! i've always wanted to go to one of th biggest city in Asia. i've been hearing wonderful stories about it and i want to see it for myself ^_^

come december, i'm going back to Bangkok. i'll go there with my brother because i want him to see the tigers. honestly, more than the dongbang experience, i treasure our Tiger Temple trip visit. the tigers are beautiful creatures... *sigh*

with the beautiful creature... more photos in my
friendster account and soon in my Multiply account

hmm.. looks like i have a lot of plans this year. but that's ok. i love it! ^_^

everybody knows that i'm not a big health buff. i don't pay attention to what i eat or what-not. so i decided to give this dietary supplement a try. It's called Glucorell R and today is my first day in taking the capsules.

here's what it basically does (from www.glucorellr.com)

While it has many properties, the one that people find most interesting is its ability to keep sugars from making you fat. How does it do this?

First it acts as a glucose disposal agent. It actually increases the amount of carbohydrates taken up by muscle cells.

Second it improves insulin sensitivity allowing for larger amounts of carbohydrates to be shuttled into muscle cells.

Third it lowers plasma insulin which decreases the amount of carbohydrates and fats ingested from being stored as adipose tissue (FAT). It is more effective with carbs, so a low fat diet is preferable for best results. This also helps prevent diabetes.

interesting right? especially for me since i love sweets! lol... people from the Health and Fitness forum of Pinoy Exchange have been using this and all i can hear are positive results so i'm giving it a try. will also give thermorexin a try since i need energy for my workout sessions. got to contact blakedaddy for those supplements!

sheesh... i sound like a health buff! just looking out for my health coz we're all not getting any younger. love thyself, as most people say (though not in a vain sort of way... LOL XD)

ok, thermorexin info on my next post. ^_^

XS:
and yes, i did make good on my promise to read The Zahir by Paulo Coehlo. I'm on page 42 now!!! *cheers* and it's an intriguing story.. about obsession and stuff. now you ask, what is a zahir? here's an insert from the book:

According to the writer Jorge Luis Borges, the idea of the Zahir comes from Islamic tradition and is thought to have arisen at some point in the eighteenth century. Zahir, in Arabic, means visible, present, incapable of going unnoticed. It is someone or something which, once we have come into contact with them or it, gradually occupies our every thought, until we can think of nothing else. This can be considered a state of holiness or of madness.
- Faubourg Saint-Peres
Encyclopedia of the Fantastic (1993)

and that's why Paulo Coehlo's book is called a novel of obsession. ;)

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Now playing: Lexy - Big Lexy
via FoxyTunes

it's march!!!

2008-03-01T20:44:00.005+08:00

why i didn't post a single note during the month of february is beyond me. seriously. and no, i am not bitter about Valentine's Day, nor was i avoiding it. i was just too busy last month. and i am not joking about that.

alright, so a little update about my so-called life...

i enrolled in a gym. yes my dear friends, i got off my lazy bum and started working out at least two times a week. it's far from ideal since it has to be from four to six times a week, but hey... it's still a major improvement. though i have to really see any improvements... LOL XD

i started sleeping more instead of surfing. yeba! this is another improvement for me. no longer am i the internet addict that i once was. and yes, i do not download stuff like crazy anymore. i don't even know what's up with TVXQ these days. i feel like a bad fan, but i know i'll get back to them eventually. i love them too much to completely forget them ^_^

got hooked on gossip girl! hah! i finished all thirteen episodes in 2 days! Blair is love. i love her. from her style to her kick-ass attitude. and nate is just too good to be true. not really falling for the Dan thing... not one bit. though little sis J is awesome and so cute. hehe... yeah, i have fallen under the spell of the anonymous girl. though i don't want to read the book. i might get disappointed with the series after reading the book (read: Harry Potter syndrome - love the books, hate the movies)

still a workaholic most days, but i'm trying to change that. yeah, serious with work, but when i'm not in the office, i don't think about it. i think i just got too tired of being too much a workaholic when i don't see anything that will come ff it *shrugs shoulders*...

well, enough updating.. feb has been a blah month... but as they say, a month gone, another one coming... so here's to a fun-filled march (i hope)!!

alright, back to normal mode of blogging.... teeheee! hopefully i can be the old blogger that i am.

remember the To Do List i posted up last January? sad to say, i've only accomplished only 3 out of 6. *sigh* so i'm going to post it up again, and i plan to finish everything (including some additional thingies) by the end of March. seriously. again, my To Do List for the month of March is as follows:

finish reading Conversations Between Us
~~finish watching Yu Yu Hakushu~~
~~clean my room~~
finish The Zahir by Paulo Coehlo
~~tidy up my cd/dvd collection~~
do an inventory of my burned discs
finish watching Fashion 70's (i'm on episode 10.. damnit!)
finish Full Metal Alchemist
back up my files
upload Thai pics in multiply

ok.. i guess that's about it. i refuse to add another bullet to that list because i am going to be frustrated if at the end of the month i see that i haven't accomplished even half of it. and as such, i am going to start with reading The Zahir after i log off.

Yes, i now turn my pc off. and that comes as a surprise even to me. heck, i sometimes don't turn the pc on when i get home from work. major, major improvement! ^_^

oh, and right now, we're in the planning stag for the Fifth Gathering of CassPH. wow. can't believe it's already the 5G. anyways, we have a lot of stuff planned so to our regular attendees, thank you! see you there on April 19! ^_^

this is a somewhat long update. and i'm glad. i needed to sort things out. before, i blog because i need to de-stress, and i hope this'll make me start blogging regularly again. not that i am stressed, but i want to write something, anything... *sigh*

and i realize i haven't posted any pics on my last few posts. so i'm sharing some now.

the green stuff!!!

here's the green tea we ordered when we ate at Ted's La Paz Batchoy

Pepero is love... and the green is soooo love because it has almonds ^_^

the hoodie jacket i so want to buy for baby Yunho!!! whee~

okay, that's about it for green stuff. will upload more pics when i get the chance... and because i am missing my Fly to the Sky boys, I am sharing one of their songs. Here's a link to download their song, "Like Shining Stars". it's from their Eternity (Greatest Hits) album, and i love it sooo much. Here you go:

Like Shining Stars by Fly to the Sky

Just love their voices and the song... *dreamy-eyed*

Alright, got to get going... I have an early day tomorrow. Plus, i need to remind myself that I want/need a new blog layout. ^_^

Toodles...

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Now playing: Son Ho Young - Andoenayo
via FoxyTunes

anniversary!

2008-01-29T19:14:00.000+08:00

I will not let this day pass without saying:

HAPPY 2nd DongBang@MoA Anniversary my fellow Bangers!!

^___^

another sigh entry

2008-01-27T14:52:00.000+08:00

aha! i see the light!

seriously... i need a new job T__T

Your Job Satisfaction Level: 60%

Your job is about average. There are some parts you really enjoy, and some parts that stress you out.

It's possible that you need a small change. Maybe you should switch companies or positions.

It's also possible that you're simply burned out. No job is perfect, even a great one.

Give yourself a personal day to think about your career goals - and if your current job is helping you achieve them.

Should You Get a New Job?

why the past must come back

2008-01-20T09:38:00.000+08:00

*sigh*

i accidentally found out that someone i'd rather forget is coming back this tuesday. not that i care really, but i dread the day that i will meet him again. i'm afraid that if i see him again, all those things in the past will come rushing back...

and i'm too weak to stop it from coming back.

life sucks.

Sounds: nada - at work

the "k" to be snobby

2008-01-15T15:31:00.000+08:00

WTF!!!

i went to work as usual last night, but when i got to the office, my manager told me that Jason Barrett (our WAN manager) and Kirk Hubbard (our Telecom director) from the US are coming over to the office. i was estatic, it's my chance to meet them and all that.

so while waiting, i was doing the usual stuff, checking emails, opening my browser tools and things like that. after around 20-30 minutes or so, our site IT manager came and said, "This is LTGS". i looked and saw this guy with glasses clapping and saying, "You're doing great guys". Then our IT manager said this is Kirk, *and then some provider someone*... i was smiling and laughing because of the guy clapping, he is so nice and cool, then the IT Manager said, and this is Jason Barrett. when i glanced at him, i was shocked, surprised and baffled! all those three! HE IS SOOOO DAMN HOT! ok, stop babbling, but he is. gawd, he's cool, young and very good looking. Hehe... Rein introduced each one of us and he said he knows me well, probably because i kept pestering him in emails and all that. nyahaha.. but i'm happy he said that *kilig* whee~ really, he looks like he's just in his late 20s and early 30s.... and he is the WAN manager for LTGS. wow... he's got all these piercings and stuff. waaahhh... i'm a sucker for "bad" boys. And they're soo nice! *kilig mode* and he said.. "these are the guys who call me up at 2 in the morning" nyahahahaha!

alright, so i won't be mad at him when he gets mad for me calling him at 2am reporting a down circuit or an outage. he has the right to be mad. he's so goddamn cute!

Kirk and Jason said they will spend some time with us, i really hope they make good on their word. whee~ *excited and kilig mode*

^__^

Sunday @ work

2008-01-13T10:54:00.000+08:00

ah, nothing's like working on a Sunday. psh. i just have to pray that no one calls in for a down circuit or something, then i'm safe. T.T

anyway, what better way to spend Sunday at work doing a Things To Do list, right? hihi... so here we go:

finish reading Conversations Between Us
finish watching Yu Yu Hakusho
clean my room
start reading The Zahir by Paulo Coehlo
tidy up my cd/dvd collection

err... it seems like all i have to do is clean, read and watch tv T.T what a life. lol XD

SPAZZ TIME!

I just found out from a friendster bulletin psot from ces that Ne-Yo will be having a concert in Manila on February 29 (not sure about the date, heck. Feb 29 is eb 20, leap year people! lol)!! aaaaaaahhhhhhh!!! He just happens to be one of my favorite American R&B artists! geez... what i would give to be able to watch his concert!

Looking at the calendar, Feb29 falls on a Tuesday. I have work on Tuesdays T.T hmmm... a vacation/sick leave is in order! i so want to go, seriously!

.... still spazzing ...

anyway, will update when i get back home. hehe...

Sounds: nada

sigh

2008-01-09T18:45:00.000+08:00

i'm tired of doing the same thing everyday for the past year. seriously. i want a new job. i need a new job.

there's a time in your life when you know you can do something better than what you are doing at the present. my friends, this is one of those times. T.T i guess the only thing that's stopping me from actually leaving my present job is that i've grown too comfortable with everything about it, from the work itself right down to the people i work with.

it's time to be adventurous. let the job hunting begin!!!!

my 2008 horoscope...

2008-01-05T10:11:00.000+08:00

i was reading paopaopao's blog entry in multiply and found this. now i don't know whether to be excited or not. Let's see...

	CANCER June 23 - July 23

2008 is a year you’ll long remember. You’ve been moving by leaps and bounds, yet able to flow with ease. In January, Mars retrograde in your solar twelfth house may push you to consider your next course of action. By Valentine’s Day, you could find sizzling romance with the gifts of Pluto, Jupiter and Venus. You’re finally able to take action in any area when April arrives. Focus on health and exercise in May brings domestic bliss in September (watch out for Mars pushing you to be hasty). Travel is surprisingly comfortable in November, which improves work conditions in December.

Personal strength Healing Magnetic attraction Career Gifts, karmic credits, money

*i really really want to see a lot more of . But I guess 4 is ok. Teehee...

So, 2008 is the year that I'll remember forever, huh? Wonder why... And that's a pretty interesting thing for January. No wonder I've been thinking too much about my job and what's up for me next. *sigh* Spending almost 2 years (by September) in one job without any career improvement is frustrating you know. *sigh again*

Romance in February (Valentine's Day)? O.o Wait, my present boyfriend is also a Cancer. So... *scratches head*

April.. does that mean I can find another job and resign from my present job this April? Really, I've been giving career decisions much thought, and that surprises me. May... yeah yeah, I know I should go on a diet. LOL. I am curious about September... domestic bliss eh? Hmmmm....

Travel on November. Yipeee!!! Though I do plan to travel on March, June and July. Ah, I really want to go travelling this year. *sniff sniff*

Thanks to paopaopao's blog for the link.... And to those who are curious about their horoscope for 2008, here you go: http://metropolis.co.jp/tokyo/recent/horoscope2008.asp

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Now playing: Big Bang - How Gee
via FoxyTunes

New Year, New Beginnings!

2008-01-02T11:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Thank you for making my 2007 a wonderful year worth remembering. It's one for the books! A lot of things happened this year and all of them are memorable... I can't say how much I thank you for being a part of it.

my family
we made it through another year, here's to another one. lol XD it's not always a well-paved road for us but we can get through everything, that's for sure. ^^

fandom friends
life wouldn't be half as fun as it is without these people! as usual, thank you for sharing in my madness and craziness. it feels good to know that I am not alone in my craziness.

friends through the years
it's been an awful long time since i met up with some friends. and i miss them. hope we could all get together some time. ^^

officemates
again, it was a roller coaster ride, but the ride is well worth it since the people with me are all great! to another wonderful and amazing ride this 2008!

to that special someone, for being sweet, patient and kind, thank you. *hearts everywhere* lol ^_^Y

so.. new year's resolutions? it's simple:

love myself more
give ample time for people dear to me
travel more
not let anything stop me from wanting to achieve my dream
update my blogs more (hope i get to keep this one. hehe)
be happy (jollibee? lol)

hmm... what else? yeah, i know this blog seems to be more straight forward than my previous entries, but hey, i am supposed to be sleeping but i can't. my eyes refuse to close. *sigh* there goes my body clock. haha....

promise to be my old blogging self when i post another entry. hehe... and since i no longer put up a playlist because the layout has become a navigation layout, i'm posting this one up. i need to incorporate the playlist. I HAVE TO! lol XD

i miss my dongbang boys... ^_^

goodbye 2007

2007-12-31T23:53:00.000+08:00

my first and last post for the month of december...

and this is just to say...

I WILL BE UPDATING, FINALLY!

oh yes, i missed blogging. T.T

Fare thee well 2007! Hello 2008!

New Year, New Beginnings ... ^^

am i back?

2007-11-20T14:21:00.000+08:00

am i really back? i don't want to believe it. haha... it might be like this: i'm updating my blogs now, and then after a few days, i'm on hiatus again. T.T

as i've said to the CassPh core members i met last saturday, i am in work mode.

so i guess the best way to start this blog is updating my dear readers (hah! as if i have readers! ^.^) about what's been happening at work..... as if they would be interested! hehehe... just bear with me. i need to vent it all out.

HECTIC! argh! we're understaffed and it doesn't help that the supervisor is a bit insensitive. psh... sometimes i just want to scream, but what can i do? i'm honestly getting tired of all the promises and the stuff i've been hearing. i know the ones responsible are doing all they can, but hello... it's over a year already! where's the growth you're all talking about? i'm not normally this frustrated but when you're given a time to think and evaluate everything, it hits you. and it hits you hard.

done venting. i'll be back as my usual passive self when i get to work later. *sigh*

19 stickers to go!!! i need 19 more stickers till i get that starbucks 2008 planner! haha.. okay, i so prefer the planner last year, but there's just something about getting a starbucks planner that really gets to you. it's just seeing that card of yours fill up with stickers and realizing that once you fill that up, you'll be getting something in return... it's just so... addicting? yeah...

plus the fact that their coffee is ok. i so love caramel macchiatto (i honestly don't know how to spell it.. lol). as well as their holiday offering: toffee nut latte. but i am curious how the eggnog latte tastes like.

oh well, guess i have to go to the states to figure that one out. ^^

ok, done blogging for the day... hopefully, i'll be back tomorrow. ^^

tagboard people! i shall reply tomorrow! i miss you guys! :)

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Now playing: Lexy - Hit This Party ft. Kim Ji Eun
via FoxyTunes

Home... the place where i belong...

2007-11-10T09:18:00.000+08:00

i haven't blogged in a while...

and what made me go to blogger again and post something? a song.

i am crazy about this song, it made me cry. *sigh*

it's Home by Chris Daughtry.

lyrics:
Home
Chris Daughtry

I'm staring out into the night
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

I'm going home
Back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home
Back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.

Be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for
Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home
Back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old.
So I'm going home.I'm going home.

listen: http://profile.imeem.com/NtJuQd/music/Uuj4smRI/chris_daughtry_home/

no time...

2007-10-15T01:39:00.000+08:00

i think i've become a workaholic... T__T

i used to have time for this blog, for multiply, for downloading new songs, new perfs of gassoos, for reading news, for forum-ing..... but now i have no time T____T i've been psycho-analyzing and it all boils down to one thing: work.

argh. whatever made me a workaholic? i don't know.

so as punishment for myself for not being a true netizen any more, i am not going to change layouts. er... yeah, doesn't make sense. T__T

anyway, it's halfway through october and this is the only blog entry i've made for the month... and i consider myself a blogger. i am so ashamed. *sniff*

*sigh*

updates: thailand trip's going to push through. ^_^

sounds: none

what a sweet way to end september...

2007-09-30T17:32:00.000+08:00

very, very sweet...
DLSU - 65
ADMU - 60

In the eternal battle between blue and green, i choose the lesser evil.

ANIMO LA SALLE!

My blood is GREEN.

Sounds: none - watching UAAP DLSU vs. ADMU game

Go On Girl...

2007-09-27T15:52:00.000+08:00

i am absolutely loving Ne-Yo's song... will upload the song when i have the time. it's been too hectic lately T__T

Artist: Ne-Yo
Album: Because Of You
Year: 2007
Title: Go On Girl

I can't get it back
But I don't want it back
I realize that
She don't know how to act
Never been a dumb dude
No I'm not dense
I just had a slight lack of common sense
I was the good guy
She was the bad girl
I'm thinking one girl
She thinking me, Earl, James, and Jimmy
Yup she had plenty
But love for me she didn't have any

I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding, in some other man's car
She was my nighttime, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Won't take long for me to move on

Please don't worry 'bout me I'm fine
(Please don't worry 'bout me I'm fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That I'll be okay
Go on girl, go on girl
Go on girl, go on girl
Go on girl, go on girl

I can't get it back
But I don't want it back
I realize that
She don't know how to act
Tried to settle down and look what I get
Thought it was my time but I guess not yet
She at the bar getting drinks from many men
I'm in the house thinking she's with her girlfriends
Trust not knowing, truly not knowing
I look back now like, man, I was open

I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding, in some other man's car
She was my nighttime, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Won't take long for me to move on

Please don't worry 'bout me I'm fine
(Please don't worry 'bout me I'm fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That I'll be okay
Go on girl, go on girl
Go on girl, go on girl
Go on girl

The mistake I made is clear
(We never should've been together)
That's the reason you're not here
(I know that I could do much better)
Not a single salty tear
Not a feeling in my chest
Baby I'm feeling no stress
I'm too fly to be depressed

Go on girl, go on girl
Go on girl, go on girl

Please don't worry 'bout me I'm fine
(Please don't worry 'bout me I'm fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That I'll be okay
Go on girl, go on girl
Go on girl, go on girl
Go on girl

Please don't worry 'bout me I'm fine
(Please don't worry 'bout me I'm fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That I'll be okay
Go on girl, go on girl
Go on girl, go on girl
Go on girl

Go on girl, go on girl, go on girl
I'll be fine

Sounds: None

aarrgghh!

2007-09-24T16:42:00.000+08:00

seems like it was ages ago that i went to Cebu.

aarrggggghhh!! it was so hectic when i went back to work that i sometimes wished that never went back. *sigh*

we launched a new program and it was like hell the first few days. good thing most of us were able to catch up quickly.

say goodbye to idle times. huhuhu....

i need to post lots before the week ends. waaaahh.. i haven't blogged in so long that i think i've forgotten how to do it. TT___TT

anyway, i'm slowly getting back to my old fangirl self. i've downloaded some songs and albums that i've missed these two months, and once i free up some HD space, i plan to download shows and perfs of my boys. i cannot believe how much i missed them. i started listening to them again when i saw my iPod lying around. when i heard their song One, tears literally started coming out of my eyes. i cannot believe how much i really missed them.

and i finally had time to watch Mawang/The Devil! haha.. i'm about to start episode 4 and it really is intriguing... plus i need to watch the last episode of Hana Kimi. ^^

till my next post ^^

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Now playing: Tohoshinki - SHINE
via FoxyTunes

back after almost 2 weeks

2007-09-18T11:31:00.000+08:00

omg... i am back!! yes, i am back. whew... i haven't blogged in almost 2 weeks. O_O i didn't know i was that busy. wow... well, maybe i am. hehe...

anyway, my last post was september 5th. now what have i been doing since then? oh yeah, i was working from september 6-8. lol XD and then come september 9-12 i was in Cebu... the fun started when i got back. *sigh* i'll give a more detailed explanation as soon as i finish sharing stories of our trip...

09/09: First Day in Cebu
i ended my shift at 6am and then tried to sleep at the office. i've got my bags all packed and i'm good to go. i was excited. this'll be my first trip to Cebu without my parents, and my first trip to the island after 18 years. yipee. had my McDonald's breakfast and got a cab. fetched Izce at Exportbank Plaza and we're on our way to the airport.

And let me tell you, we got lost inside the airport. lol XD it was a fun learning experience for me, and i think izce too. hehe... we waited for a bit after checking in. you wouldn't believe how many couples in couple shirts we saw while waiting! sooo many koreans! heck, i really wonder what they're doing here when in fact korea is such a wonderful country. going back, i pity the poor souls we criticized while waiting. to those people, i sincerely apologize, we were just killing time. ahehe...

on the plane, i got the window seat! yebah! hehe... but the thing is, the plane's wings are blocking the great view of the islands. psh... but it was a smooth ride, there were some turbulence, but i manage to stay calm. hehe...

ok, so we got to cebu and went directly to Cebu Midetown Hotel. when we got to the room, we thought we didn't have electricity. nyahaha.. stupid us, we didn't place the key in that slot by the door. bwahahaha.... another learning experience for us. teehee...

anyway, we spent the afternoon sleeping. i called ernest at around 230pm to check if he's already in and turns out he is. so yeah, let's leave it at that *blushes* nyahaha... we woke up at around 6 or 7 and went to the mall downstairs to buy some of our necessities. and would you believe that Robinson's close their doors at 8pm?! that's something unheard of in Manila. O_O

09/10: Roaming the city
Second day in the island, and we were prepared to roam the so-called Queen City of the South. ahehe... we woke up at around 8 i think and went down to the breakfast buffet at around 9. the spread was great, i love the bread and the omelette. yeah, i live for hotel meals. lol XD not to mention they have the best coffee i have ever tasted. i love it.. ^_^

anyway, our first stop is the Sto. Nino de Cebu. time to say my thanks to my miracle worker. my parents firmly believed that i am alive because of this Sto.Nino. Explanation: they have been trying to have a child for seven years after getting married and they've tried everything humanly and medically possible to conceive, all to no avail. mom was only able to conceive when they visited the Sto.Nino. and since then, i was only able to visit him once. this recent one was the second. and i plan to visit again. ^^ end of explanation. you might say my family is quite religious. anyway, you wouldn't believe how cheap, and confusing, transportation is on the island. heck, they have multicabs for jeepneys and they have codes for their routes. good thing i'm with izce. i find that she loves asking for directions, while i'm shy about asking. and would you believe that Cebuanos are soooo friendly. i mean ask them a question and they will answer with all smiles. i have fallen in love with the place.

next is the Basilica or Cathedral. yes, we have to stop by the churches, lest God feels bad that we started touring the city without paying homage to him. Cebu is where Christianity started after all. yes, i still remember my History, because the next stop for our trip is.... the Magellan's Cross.

hah! when we arrived at the Magellan's Cross, there were a bunch of Japanese tourists there already with a Japanese speaking Filipino guide. and the Japanese guys were so funny. lol XD there was this one Japanese who told his friends to let us take a picture of the cross, but then his other companion just looked at us and posed with the V-sign and all. it was so cute that we started laughing. hehe.. they're a nice bunch of tourists. ^_^V

next stop: the Taoist temple. it was sooo pretty. you can just enter the place and ta-da! you're like in China or something. pictures (and a lot of it) in my multiply. ^^ after this, we were supposed to go to Sykes Cebu to do Nel a favor but turns out we were late for office hours. anyway, we hanged around the Ayala malls there and met up with the person who will provide us with out Bohol tour guide. We decided to go to Bohol since we were there already and we don't want to miss this opportunity. hehe.. and while waiting fo her, we ordered some kimbap and ddokpokki. yes, korean-ism even in Cebu! love it! we had that for takeout for dinner. ^^ after meeting with the guide, we roamed around the mall for a bit looking for some stuff. hah! it was a nice experience. shops in Ayala Mall Cebu are so nice. ^^

we went back to the hotel and we were only supposed to rest a while, then proceed to Tops to get a good look at the city. but we ended up staying at the hotel for the remainder of the afternoon or evening. we were too tired and bangag to go out. plus we have to wake up really early the following day to catch the ferry ride to Bohol...

09/11: Bohol
we woke up at around 430 to 5am to get ready for our trip to Bohol. good thing we have asked the guard in the hotel's entrance to get a cab for us at 530am. so when we went down to the lobby, the cab was there and waiting. ^^ we proceeded to pier 1 and waited to board. we were at the view deck so yeah.. it was cold. hehe... a lot of Koreans too... lol XD anyway, it was raining wso we didn't get a good view of the islands we were passing by. but that's ok because i intend to go back!!! ^^

anyway, i'm too lazy to describe our Bohol trip. it's not that it's no fun. it was... super fun in fact. but it would be better to tell all about it in person. plus, i have tons of pictures of it in Multiply! hehe.. just go to eyecandies then to the folder "Bohol Trip" you'll find around 150+ photos there.

09/12: back to Manila
our last day in the beautiful island... *sigh* i'm going back Cebu, i promise ^^
we left the hotel at around 10:45 am and checked in at the airport at around 11:20 for the 12:05 flight. hehe.. we were late for the usual "check in 2 hours before flight sched" rule, but it's ok. hihihi....

teehee... this post is too long! haha.. and i'm sure i'm going to edit it once i find the time and energy to post more details of our Bohol trip...

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Now playing: Fly To The Sky - Day By Day
via FoxyTunes

Heroes... <3

2007-09-05T13:32:00.000+08:00

just finished watching the 20th episode of Season 1 of Heroes and i am spazzing ike crazy over Milo Ventimiglia. omg, i knew he was hot in Gilmore Girls, but he is way hotter in Heroes. heck, only he can pull of being smexy even with all that scar across his face.

now this is just a quick post. i'm planning to finish Heroes by tomorrow. before i go, screencaptures!!!

i am so loving him.. *swoons*

Sounds: none - watching Heroes....

test

2007-09-04T21:52:00.000+08:00

this is a test... i don't know what's happening with the layout T_T

it was fine when i checked it on IE using my pc at home, but why does the entry disappear here on my oc at work...

it is weird...

edit: PEOPLE, READ MY PREVIOUS ENTRY IN FIREFOX. my head hurts trying to figure out what might be wrong with the codes. T__T as long as the entry is read-able in Firefox, i'm fine. screw Internet Explorer!!! aarrgghhh!!!

it's been forever

2007-09-04T10:47:00.000+08:00

literally... it feels like i haven't updated this blog for a month. aahh, that pretty pink layout just went to waste. T__T guess i have to make up for everything this september... ^^

september layout, it's pretty simple. i merely picked it at random. and it's not designed by d.lockheart. i was looking for new layouts from him, but i guess the blog layout artist is in hiatus. so i settled for this one na lang. quite simple, but that's what actually caught my eye. plus, it uses two of my favorite colors, grayish black and pink. okay, i'm not sure if there is such a color as grayish black or blackish gray, but like it. now i have to remind myself to change the playlist. i have to think of songs, fast...

*sigh* speaking of songs, i'm not that updated with kpop anymore. heck, i was surprised to know that TVXQ's got a new single out already. Just saw the PV of Shine and it was good. i like it. and just like tintin, i was amused by the water that was splashing everywhere. i like it a lot better than Summer Dream. but Summer Dream is cute, if not for the extremely gay choreography. it kinda reminds me of Sky. *shudders* guess it just has to grow on me before i like it, lol XD

what i lack in updates in kpop, i made up in Hana Kimi Japanese version. i am absolutely in love with the series. Toma Ikuta is love. i love him, but of course, i am always looking forward to Shirota Yuu's short appearances in the episodes. You cannot blame me, that guy is sizzling hot. haven't downloaded episode 9 but i have watched it on veoh. guess the hardsubbed downloadable from SARS will come out sometime this week. hehe... i am so looking forward to watching it again.

speaking of Japanese series, i have finally finished Liar Game. whew... the last episode was 2 hours and 25 minutes long... and i think it's not really worth that long. I mean it was like a summary of the previous 10 episodes, only this time, with excerpts of what happened in between. it was pretty interesting though. but i am so sorry to tell everyone that Erika Toda is still the same naive girl, from the first episode to the very last. now i know why i don't like her. grrr-ness....

as for Why Why Love, very recent episode i've downloaded is episode 10. haven't watched it yet, but i read somewhere that it was only 14 episodes long, so i guess i don't have to wait long. i'm going to finish this series first before i download Coffee Prince. and while i download Coffee Prince, i am going to start with The Devil.

currently on episode 17 of Heroes, and i am loving it. i have to finish the first season and start looking for the episodes of the second season. ^^

as for work, it was like hell. first one of the servers was down for well over a week, then we started to panic because the new system that we will be using is still not accessible. we have to open ports in Sandy, plus the Indian guys are so... never mind. *sigh*

i expect another work to be fine till friday. friday is the D-day for us, where we go "live" with the new system. aish. now i have to go and study the new system before we go live. worse, my access is different from my team mates. ahuhuhu...

oh well, at least i have cebu to look forward to next week. it's my escape. ^^ time for me to get away from work and have a good time. will list down my itinerary as soon as it's final. yey....

and thanks, izce, for coming with me. ^^ *hugs*

i have a list of local places i want to go to:

Batanes (where the view is so breathtakingly awesome, it's like you're in Ireland...)
Davao
Bohol (to see the Tarsiers... Nelissa, you promised we'll stay at your house there!)
re-visit Baguio
Sagada
Vigan

oh yes, so far that's my list. and of course, we are going to Bangkok this december! that's for sure. ^^

some random pictures i took at work. lol XD we get so bored sometimes that we just take pictures. ^^

my Starbucks tumbler, stuffed toys, pillow and McDonald's - on my workstation XD

and have i mentioned how much i love the mirror on our building's elevator?
allows me to camwhore. lol XD

more pictures next time, i'm sure of it. ^^

pretty satisfied with my "come-back" post. XD before i go, i read something from a friend's friendster profile. and i think it's nice... read on:

All your life, you had specific dreams about what your family life would be like when you're finally married. You were so intent on what you wanted; you even made a list of qualities and characteristics you were looking for in a spouse. But time passed, and that person you were so intent on didn't come along. All of your friends married, had children, and had beautiful homes. And still you were single. You prayed and prayed and prayed for that person to come along, but nothing happened. So you began an active search for a mate. And within a short period, you met someone who almost fit the bill. Almost. Sure, there were a few things missing, a few rusty spots in that person's character. But, after all, no one is perfect. Maybe your goals were too high. Maybe you'd been asking for the impossible. Maybe this was the person God wanted for you so your character could grow through dealing with his failings. Even though it often seems that God is slow to answer prayers, we have to remember that God doesn't wear a watch. He sees with eternal eyes. He operates on an eternal timetable, according to His plan and His schedule. If God seems to be running late, don't get impatient and run ahead of him. Wait for the Lord's timing in everything. To the single folks out there, this is for you. Single means you have the time to grow and be the person you want to be. Single means learning to live by yourself. However, that is no more difficult than learning to live with somebody else. Single means freedom. Single means learning not to need a man to make your life meaningful, but learning to live with a man because you want to be with him. Ironically, yet quite happily, single is feeling good about being in control of your life. It is liking and respecting who you are and why you are. Single is realizing that being married is not necessarily better, it is merely different. Being single means you are free to love again.

nice noh? and it really is true. i'm not single, but i can totally relate to the article. ^^ this goes to all my friends who are single and loving it ^^

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Now playing: Coyote Ugly OST - But I Do Love You

now fully awake..

2007-09-02T04:32:00.000+08:00

i shall be updating this blog sometime this week...

before i go to cebu....

yey!!!

^___^

i need to get a life

2007-08-25T14:57:00.000+08:00

i really do.

i can't believe it's been more than a week since i last posted. and the post right now will be really quick. i just can't find the time to blog these days. but i'll make sure to post something every now and then.

geez, and we'll have visitors next, next week. aish.. this time it's some VP from ITO. huhu.. where did my social life go?

will post a long post tomorrow, promise ^^

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Now playing: Evanescence - All That I'm Living For
via FoxyTunes

the hell week

2007-08-17T06:44:00.000+08:00

it was hell in terms of the schedule. but fun nonetheless. the trainers rock. they're so nice!

i was in the office 8pm wednesday night to 8pm last night. 24 hours. wow... and i blame the weather for that! but i can't complain. the office feels like home now, after moving there a week and a half ago. you guys should see our pedestals. it's like all our necessities are there. well, in my case it is. nyahaha... i'm going to go to the office today and bring a pillow, my mug and a change of clothes. it's my new home. and i'm not a workaholic. ahehe... i just find it enjoyable to stay there. even though at times it is stressful. but it's part of the job, so i just have to accept it as it is.

will post more about this week sometime. i think i have to get ready to leave for the office ^_^Y

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Now playing: Rivermaya - 214 (XPiDERNET Radio: Playing Your Favorite Filipino (OPM) and English Hits!!!)
via FoxyTunes

and the nightmare begins...

2007-08-11T12:55:00.000+08:00

after a stormy week, comes hell week. TT___TT

some trainers from India will be coming in today to train us for the some stuff. And we will be training them in return. waaahh.. and now i have to go to the office early so i can organize the training materials. but i love the work, so really no complaints here. ^_^

and we moved to the cityland office already! and it's so fun!! a bunch of pictures in my multiply. check it out! ^_^ and stories tomorrow.

this'll be a quick post. er, will be updating more tomorrow, since i have don't have to go to work tomorrow. now i have to make an outline for the training materials. but that's after i watch why why love episodes 6 and 7... love the series! ^_^

till next time...

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Now playing: Rainie Yang - Li Xiang Qing Ren ([MX Project] Music to the Xtreme)
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i hate rain

2007-08-09T13:38:00.000+08:00

would you believe i was at the office since 9pm Tuesday till 5am Thursday? and it's all because of the rain and storm. thus the reason why i hate rainy days (and mondays always get me down). lol XD

seriously. i just had a little over an hour's worth of sleep. the good thing is, we already moved to the new office, so we pretty much had the area to ourselves. we were practically eating and sleeping on our workstations. and i love it! even though the building's old and the facilities aren't that great compared to RCBC Plaza, freedom and the flexibility to move around is a welcome thing. it's a lot better compared to being stuck in traffic for over 5 hours. sheesh. and to think i just live an hour away.

well, we didn't let almost two days pass by for nothing. Mhari and me went to Tony and Jackey. it was a total spur of the moment decision. we didn't even know what to do there. so we went to the salon at exactly 10am. The manager, Yani, and Tony himself, welcomed us and we outright told them we don't know what to do. nyahaha.. funny, so we asked the manager what her recommendation would be. at first i was thinking of getting my hair colored. when i asked the manager what her recommendation for my hair would be, she said it would be good if i get a rebond. i was kind of hesitant because my hair is already thin as it is. so she said if i wanted to have my hair colored, it'll be fine also. and they recommended hair coloring and hair manicure. i ended up getting a hair color only. i just wanted to see if i'd like the outcome. and i like it. so i'll be getting a hair manicure maybe this week or the next. oh, vanity. lol...

posting some before and after photos:

at the office before i had my hair done.yeah, this
is what i do when i'm bored at the office. ^_^

ta-da! after our trip to Tony and Jackey
and Landmark to buy a change of clothes.. and yes, still at the office. ^_^

now looking at the pictures, i don't know what i like more, my black hair or my current hair color. hmm... maybe i just need to get used to it. what do you guys think? ^_^

okay, i need to get some sleep. i still need to go to the office later. *sigh* hope the weather will be cooperative this time. will post more about our 2-day stay at the office tomorrow.

toodles...

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Now playing: Hilary Duff - No Work, All Play
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la la la la

2007-08-07T02:23:00.000+08:00

finally finished 4tang's Undertones of Forever. it's kind of bittersweet and depressing... i'm not sure if it's supposed to be a happy ending or something.. but i found myself totally understanding Lee Da In's predicament.

and now i know why izce said that 4tang must've hated happy stories. almost all of her stories are so sad. but i love it that way. i think i can relate more with sad stories because deep down i know that life is not all balloons and flowers and butterflies... that deep within each of us is an indescribable loneliness that only we can understand.

ah, i'm being emo again. this is how i am after reading a sad fic. i won't post much about the fic since i decided to post a review on my multiply site. and i mean a real review. all my impressions about the fic will be written here in my blogspot account. ^_^

and look what i found! i downloaded the foxytunes plug-in for Mozilla Firefox and surprise surprise... it works wonders on anything that has to do with google. take for example this blogpost. now i don't have to type in what song i'm listening to while typing my entry. it is automatically added below via foxytunes. this is why i absolutely adore mozilla and google.

i discovered something new today. yey for me.

anyway, i am currently waiting on the updates of various series i have been watching:

Hana Kimi episode 5 hardsubbed
Why Why Love episode 6 hardsubbed
Liar Game final episode hardsubbed *waiting for almost two months already

and the rest can wait.

watched the first episode of A Game About Love and it's intriguing. yah, i so missed Sam Wang. *sigh*

AND!!! link to Shirota Yuu's blog: http://blog.watanabepro.co.jp/shirotayu/ !! this guy is hot ^_^

this is a short post. just wanted to write something ^_^

will post more tomorrow. ^_^

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Now playing: Fly To The Sky - Good Bye

the net is back!

2007-08-06T01:36:00.001+08:00

yey! being irate really pays off. ^_^

i called the PLDT DSL Helpdesk at around 12:30pm today and complained like there was no tomorrow. heck, i reported the damn connection last Friday and was promised a call back within the day, but no call came. hah! and i didn't forget to help them remember that the last time i filed a complaint, it took them 2 weeks to resolve the problem.

so after a very, very irate call this afternoon, i slept and woke up at 9pm to find my internet connection is back. sweet... i guess it was back up earlier because i heard my brother knocking on the door of my room earlier, but i was too sleepy to pay attention to him. lol XD

so i guess the list is off. i can surf to my heart's content. ^_^

hmm.. i'm currently reading Undertones of Forever by 4tang... and i'm on page 62 now. it's pure heartbreak. i think i'll be crying by the end of the fic.

*sigh*

just posted something to give you guys updates about my net connection. i can't help but glance around my room and notice it's a mess. i'm in the mood to fix and clean things up. hmm.. and it's almost 2 in the morning. aish...

*goes off to arrange the cd collection and the study table*

Sounds: Tohoshinki - Summer Dream

frustrated by the ISP, yet again!

2007-08-05T00:35:00.000+08:00

PLDT DSL is getting in my nerves! i'm at work, blogging...

we do not have internet access since August 3rd, and it's pissing me off! aarrgghh!!! but the bright side of it is that i was able to catch up on my sleep. lol XD really... i've been able to sleep for eight straight hours because of the lack of internet access...

but i still want my internet back. just 2 days without it is making me jittery. talk about withdrawal. TT_________TT

let's see... if we still don't have the net back tomorrow and the rest of my rest days, i know what to do: watch the countless videos i've downloaded, finish/read the fics i've been wanting to read, read Harry Potter Book 7, finally finish that Cass-PH layout.... time to bring back my TTDL, i guess ^___^

here we go... my Things To Do List:

watch TVXQ and other videos I've downloaded
watch The Devil *till the last episode that i've downloaded
finish watching Heroes season 1
finish watching Beverly Hills 90210 season 1
finish 4Tang's fics plus the other fics i've downloaded
read Harry Potter
finalize the Cass-PH website
update my inventory

okay.. let's settle with that. and let's see what i can accomplish until i get my internet back.

moving on, we have a newbie at work. and finally! a girl!! yey for me!!! and another big yey! she's into asian music! omg, she know Nonstop and her favorite channel on tv is Arirang!! she loves Cho Han Sun! waaahh!! she doesn't know TVXQ though... but i'm thinking of bringing her along on one of the gatherings or meet-ups... who knows, we might just be able to convert her. *wicked grin*

yey!

Sounds: Tohonshinki - Proud

just another post

2007-08-02T11:30:00.000+08:00

this won't be a long post... just wanted to post something. ahehe ^^

i left my computer on while i went to work. it was downloading torrent and CB files. ahehe... and when i came back, the 2G worth of CB files (Five in the Black Concert parts2-4) were done downloading, all that's left are the torrent files which will be done within the day. yey! happy happy... ^_^

let's see, my PC has been on for more than a day and a half already. wow...

i saw some real cute bags in someone's multiply yesterday and they were all gorgeous. i inquired about three of the items, and i so love them. i am thinking of getting all three. ahehehehe... i love bags. i dunno why. maybe it's a girl's sickness to love bags, and shoes, and whatever. hah! and i haven't used the other bag i bought from cindy last month! hmm.. but that bag is big and shall be used for some "heavy-duty" going out spree. you know the type where you need a big but stylish bag because you have to bring your handycam, digicam, some spare clothes... yeah, you get the drift. ^_^

i think i'm gonna get those 3 bags. yeba! hope i get a discount. lol XD

i am random...

edit:

in light of DLSU's protest about the infraction that ADMU committed in the recent DLSU-ADMU basketball game in the UAAP, here's what JRS @ ga.net, wants to say to the UAAP board (and I share the same sentiments):

To the board:

I hope some of you do get the chance to read these posts.

You took away our championship and suspended us for one entire season, including all sports other than basketball, for an infraction we ourselves disclosed in light of justice and fairness. In fact, we could have simply made internal arrangements to keep the season 67 issue to ourselves, but still, the lasallian's way prevailed. We obliged in following your orders and submitted to your sanctions unconditionally, notwithstanding your uncanny DENIAL of our plea to participate in other sports, after all it was our well-founded argument that such infraction was limited to the basketball program of the university and should have been limited to the same.

Now, we come before you and seek not redemption, but equality before the rules. All teams including the Ateneo should be subject to the sanctions as provided by the rules, if such violation be determined conclusively. The violation was openly committed during a live telecast of the game, which was decided by a meager three point deficit in overtime. In an already intense, highly-anticipated and hyped-up atmosphere, all players in and out of the court and the coaching staff of both opposing teams are required to monitor and maintain legitimate substitutions of players. Nothing less is expected from ANY school including the Ateneo.

Your inaction on the matter will undoubtedly serve a bad precedent to all the succeeding games. On our part, your tolerance of Ateneo's negligence will indubitably rub salt to injury in the sense that- while sanctions could not be mitigated in our favor for mistakes we openly admitted, we are ALSO HELD POWERLESS to enforce the very rules we took great price to be observed.

Peace!

another one from emong @ ga.net:

With all due respect, even though we lost on the court it doesn't mean that we should not push for the rules to be observed. Not everything is, and can be solved using a ball.

Look at the reason why our beloved school got suspended last season. We won games, even a championship! But the other school took it to another level and escalated the eligibility issue of two of our players. They wanted fair play and they wanted the rules to be followed.This is what's La Salle is pushing for now.

If other people think that we are sore losers because we are protesting a game we lost against our bitter rivals, think again.

taken from here.

hell yeah! it's time DLSU gets a favorable response from the UAAP board!

Sounds: Lexy - Rush

new layout ^_^

2007-08-01T13:43:00.000+08:00

it's the first day of august and i have to say goodbye to my green and depressing layout for the month of july. don't get me wrong, i loved my july layout... it's green. need i say more? *grins*

for august, i picked d.lockheart's severed heartstrings layout. it's actually one of his first layouts, and i was quite hesitant to use it. but it's pink and i'm feeling girlie today. lol... so there. i like the butterfly thigies *points to the image on the left of the screen* and the heart graphics *points to the upper part of the side bar*.. see, girlie mode today. ^___^

i've also removed the fics part. i haven't had the time to update it, so it must be removed. hah! though i did get quite a few hits because of those fics, but... i hate to short-change people. so off they go. but just tag or IM me if you want to request for the fics i've made a review here. of course, i won't be redistributing some fics that the authors do not want redistributed, but i am willing to give you guys the links ^_^... retained the favorite sites list though. ahehe.. just in case my bookmarks get deleted in my PC when i reformat it. though i think i won't be reformatting my PC for a while ^^

what else... oh, finished downloading the 4th episode of Hana Kimi japanese version... i shall go and watch it after this entry. currently downloading the Five in the Black Budokan concert in Clubbox. I did download the clip of them singing Proud in the tour, where Micky cried. and i tell you, i didn't know whether to be annoyed or touched or amused because he was crying. he even missed his lines and made Yunho and Junsu cry! but i still love the emotional guy despite and in spite of his emotional streak. *gets hit by Tamara*

by the way, welcome back Tam!!! were you able to go to Everland? ^_^

and to all those who tagged, replies in a while, promise. just have to finish my 7-day work week. oh yes. i'll be working for 7 days this week. TT_______TT

but it is ok... it's work. *sniff...sigh*

Sounds: Fly to the Sky - Missing You

A Game About Love

2007-07-29T06:55:00.000+08:00

heck, i was supposed to meet up with pao and the rest to get my S-Mag yesterday but i fell asleep at around 3:30pm and woke up at around 10 minutes before eight T___T... sorry pao and tin, i wasn't able to make it. i blame my abnormal sleeping patterns for it.

anyway, after waking up at the said time, i sent tin an SMS and went to sleep again. i woke up at around midnight this time. went and checked my friendster, multiply, blog, corp email, tried sending a message to Tintin thru YM... but she won't reply. ahuhuhu. T___T then i decided to check my yahoomail... oh, how fun when i read a specific email from a specific person. i was so pissed that i wanted to wring his neck. grrr....

that person who sent an email to me is not entirely involved in the "incident".. what gives him the right to interfere? oh yes, he apologized for interfering, i'll give him that. but the point is he interfered. let the person involved explain it herself, she doesn't need you to be the knight in shining armor. a$$hole.

and to think he was there during my birthday celebration. psh!

what i don't like the most is somebody telling me how to react about certain matters. heck, i am human and i will react whatever and whichever way i want. wtf, the thing i posted at the group, that was so far from my real and initial reaction. to put it mildly, that's my most civil way of saying what i really wanted to say. i don't need someone telling me what to do and how to react. aarrgghh!!! these people are giving me hypertension.

do i deserve this? really? this will sound mean and cocky but after all that i have done for the group, do i really deserve this kind of tratment? aish... it's making me think.

anyway, on to a more lighter side.. i have finally found the link for Sam Wang's A Game About Love!!! Yey for me. I have been searching for it in d-addicts and now i've found it. *sigh* i am happy. i miss Sam so much. well, not just Sam, the rest of my JStar people. ah, love... ^_^

hmm.. what else? oh yeah.. finished with the Kyou Kara Maou download. and guess what? i am patiently waiting for the boxed set of the complete Harry Potter books so i was looking for something temporary to read. you know what i found? a PDF file of books 1-7. happiness. lol XD.

Sounds: 5566 - Wo Nan Guo

new stuff + things i forgot in my previous entry ^_^

2007-07-27T12:38:00.000+08:00

remember i said i brought a Sony W55? scratch that. i had it upgraded to a Sony W80. turns out that the black W55 is out of stock so Kim asked if I wanted to get the w80 instead, at a discounted price. at first i was hesitant because i was concerned about the memory. but when i learned that she is still offering the 1G memory stick for an additional PHP1000, i got it anyway. coz as she said, if the price difference is only a thousand, why settle for something less? but now, i have to buy an adapter for the charger. i totally drained the battery and now i have to charge it, but i found out that the socket is a 3-lead one. aish. T__T it's ok. i'll just have to buy one tomorrow then ^^

and i so agree. i'm happy with my purchase. and as a token of gratitude for Kim, i am going to advertise her site. for really affordable gadgets, please go to Kimstore's site. and i guarantee that the cameras she sells are so affordable, it'll make your jaw drop. and it's brand new! ^__^

pic of the new camera, taken by my camphone:

the new camera. it's as long as my phone (SE K700i)

so i now have two Sony cameras. a digital still camera and a handycam. i'm happy ^^ oh, and me and my officemates tried it out at work. lookie at the pics:

the boys at the conference room, before the meeting with Sir IT Director (Anthony)
standing (L-R): Vince and Ronald; sitting (L-R): Daniel, Kryss and Caesar

the LTGS-Manila team (yes, i am the only girl.
mhari was somewhere else at the time T_T)

i am surrounded by men. and thus the reason why we always sort of fight. well, blame my major in college. is it my fault that majority of the female population is intimidated by the word engineering? *sigh*

moving on... my archers lost. yes, they lost twice in a row. the first loss was ok. i mean, it's not really ok per se, but losing to ADMU is different compared to losing to UE. the rivalry man, the rivalry. i wasn't able to finish the game because i had to leave early to meet Kim to get the camera... but i got the feeling that the team would lose. heck, ADMU was leading by 5 points with less than 4 minutes in left in the game.

what i didn't expect was for the game to go on overtime. i was helluva proud of that. it means, the archers didn't go down without a fight. the final verdict: 80-77. a measly 3-point lead. *sigh* but it's ok. there's still a next time. ^_^

now come to think of it, it's actually fine that the archers lost (not really T__T; i'm just trying to look at the bright side). it will give them the additional desire and drive to perform better on their next games. ^__^

this is the reason why i love college basketball, it's not about the money, it's about pride and honor. i miss college. *sniff*

did i mention that i am recently into American boyband mode? lol XD i've finished downloading the albums from solid.. 98 Degrees, Nsync, 112, Boyzone... it's fun to reminisce. i did listen to these bands. i guess there is a trend huh? hehe... i still love their songs. but i can feel that i'll be shifting to Kpop or Jpop soon. once i get myself updated, that is. i have to raid z-degrees, solid and some other forums. ^^

download update.. almost finished with the 12G download of Kyou Kara Maou. only around .5G left and it's done. currently downloading The Devil also. I started watching the first episode and it really is very interesting. i stopped after a few minutes though because of the third episode of Hana Kimi. omg... it is sooo funny. i'm sort of late in watching the episodes because i am waiting for the hardsubbed version, but it really is worth the wait. it is love.... Toma Ikuta and Shirota Yuu are gorgeous! ^^

ok ok.. what else? hmm.. i guess that's it. till my next post? hopefully, i get to post tomorrow. and also, it's time to change layouts again! yey! ^_^

hello to all who are reading these no-nonsense entries of mine. ^^

Sounds: 98 Degrees - He'll Never Be... (What I Used to Be)

wow... i's been tooooo long

2007-07-24T10:30:00.000+08:00

wow.. really, it's been soooo long since i last seriously updated. so i guess i have to post up what i've been doing the past couple of days or weeks, right? ^_^

*back track* the last time i seriously blogged was July 15th. aahh!!! too much to talk about! but it's ok. shall we start with work? hehe...

work is ok. although it was raining with high severity issues the past couple of weeks. come on, where did you see an IT company having 2-3 circuits down in one day? it was a real headache. and we had to contact people from India, Malaysia, Ghana and Mexico. and wow... the accent. i had to strain my ears to understand them and it took up a lot of my patience. sheesh.. and not only that, while it was raining Sev1s, i was training a new guy on the team. talk about multitasking. *sigh* but i love my job, no matter how much i complain. lol XD

our team and the whole of support will be transferring to a different building within the week. Daniel and me have already checked the place and it is sooo cool. i like it. it's actually a 10-minute walk from our current building so i guess it's ok even though the building's old. i guess what's very appealing is the fact that the big bosses won't be there to breathe down our necks. yey! ^_^

and and and... our big bosses will be coming for a visit this July 30th. wow. the VP of ITO will be here. i'm now wondering if they're all ok. hmmm.. not Kevin's the only one left. i really want to see the guy. somehow i can't imagine him chasing down a toddler. lol XD. funny funny...

i guess the next two weeks will be really interesting neh?

remember i said i was downloading like crazy? yep, still am. finished downloading the first season of Heroes and Beverly Hills 90210. but i'm not finished watching it. haha.. and now i'm downloading The Devil and Kyou Kara Maou. sheesh. after this, it's back to TVXQ. lol. been neglecting them for a while. and i don't know why. i guess i needed a break. been to engrossed with them lately.

but wth, i just spent a lot on them this week. i got my Men in the Black and The 2nd Asia Tour Concert "O" Live Album from OK!Books yesterday, as well as Fly to the Sky's No Limitations album. whee~ i spend a lot on fandom T__T but at least i'm happy. hehe... AND!!! ate rowena gave me a poster of Choi Si Won... love.. that kid is gorgeous... insanely gorgeous...

speaking of spending a lot. i still have to get the S-Mag from paopaopao. i am excited about the poster. really, i am. i got to see it at Ok!Books and it was big. i love it. and they're also hot in it. But Yunho still needs to put on some weight. he really looks anorexic. *sigh*

moving forward, i was able to watch episode 5 of Why Why Love, and it was soooo funny. i love it. i'm already looking forward to the upcoming episodes. i've also started watching the Japanese adaptation of Hana Kimi. i didn't watch the TW series because i don't like Ella from SHE. but i love the jdorama. plus the fact that almost the whole cast is hot is a major plus. i died while watching Shirota Yuu walking towards Oguri Shun. lol.. the series is love.

let's see, i guess i got all the bases coverd. i'm watching 5 series: one Korean, one Taiwanese, one Japanese and 2 American. oh yes, i'm a very busy fangirl. ^___^

and i still have a lot of reading to do. sheesh. why is there only 24 hours in a day???

hmm.. i just brought a new digicam. a Sony W55. it's a purely an impulsive thing. aish.. i need to stop being an impulsive buyer. i just liked the color and then boom, next thing i know i was giving my contact details for the warranty card. waaahhh... i need to focus. think of the BKK and HK trip.

speaking of trips... i'm going to Davao!!! i asked izce if she wanted to come along and she said yes. yey! it's just something to help me unwind, coz heaven knows how much i need it. hmm.. maybe i'll ask other people to come along. it'll be so much fun! we're eye-ing the first week of september for the trip. i just hope eman would let me come, i know he'll be busy when he gets back, so hopefully he'll let me go.

i feel sorry for him. he's been working ever since he moved to the Philippines. but as he said, it's part of the job, so who is he to complain. and he likes his job. lol XD. speaking of, i need to learn to cook some new stuff. aish, i promised him a home-cooked meal when he gets back and i need to learn to cook something before August 15th. *sigh*

i miss him. :P

okay, what else? argh.. i forgot the rest of the stuff i was supposed to blog about. huhu... maybe next time. i think this entry's long enough. hehehehe... ^___^

Sounds: Tohoshinki - Begin

bored..

2007-07-23T08:22:00.000+08:00

i was bored, so... blogthings!!! ^_^

You Are 36% Girly

You are a pretty hardcore tomboy, and a very free spirit.

Gender roles be dammed, you like to do things your way.

How Girly Are You?.

yes, i admit. i am a bit of a tomboy. actually, a lot of people think i'm gurly-girl. well, there are times i am like that. but heck, i grew up with 3 brothers.. so what do you think? lol XD

Selfish...

2007-07-21T22:40:00.000+08:00

this song has been on my mind, player, iPod for a full week now. and i blame solid's multimedia forum for it. i just love the song. the first time i heard it was when i was watching the PopOdyssey concert on HBO a few years back. definitely one of *Nsync's best songs if not the best... *sigh* you can download it from my Multiply site if you want. for the mean time, here's the lyrics:

Selfish
I just don't understand
Why you're running from a good man, baby
Why you wanna turn your back on love
Why you've already given up
See I know you've been hurt before
But I swear I'll give you so much more
I swear I'll never let you down
'Cause I swear it's you that I adore
And I can't help myself, babe
'Cause I think about you constantly
And my heart gets no rest over you, you, you, yeah.

CHORUS:
You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless), baby
'Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you
What's wrong with being selfish?

I'll be taking up your time
'Til the day I make you realize (realize)
That for your there could be no one else
I just gotta have you for myself (for myself)
Baby, I will take good care of you
No matter what it is you're going through
I'll be there for you when you're in need
Baby believe in me
If love was a crime, then punish me
I would die for you
'Cause I don't want to live without you
Oh what can I do? oh...

CHORUS - repeat

Why do you keep us apart
Why won't you give up your heart
You know that we're meant to be together
Why do you push me away
All that I want is to give you love
Forever and ever and ever and ever.

CHORUS - repeat

Selfishly I'm in love with you
'Cause I've searched my soul
And know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
'Cause I've searched my soul
And know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
'Cause I've searched my soul
And know that it's you...
o prove that I'm the only one for you
So what's wrong with being selfish, selfish, selfish...
So what's wrong with being selfish... yeah.

credits to: www.nsync.com

Sounds: Nsync - Selfish

2007-07-21T09:23:00.000+08:00

okay, look at this:

Your Birthdate: July 9

For you, love is a feeling that lingers for really long time - even after a relationship is totally over.

In fact, you still make have strong feelings for the first person you fell in love with.

You usually are reluctant to end relationships. And sometimes you're the last to know that things are ending!

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 5

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4

You are most compatible with people born on the 9th, 18th, and 27th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

--> wtf, this is so freaking accurate! it's scary T___T

Sounds: Nsync - I Thought She Knew

girl/guy facts... cute stuff

2007-07-18T08:03:00.000+08:00

just some cute stuff i want to post here because it's so nice. so, yeah, just a quick post. tagboard replies later. ^__^

on with the cute stuff!

Girl facts:
When you catch a girl glancing at you,
she wants you to look back and smile

When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you
she wants you to hold her hand

When she wants a hug, she will just stand there

When u break a girls heart, she still feels it even when
you see each other 3 years later

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds,
she is not at all fine

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are playing games

When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a girl says she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future

When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more than that

When a girl is mean to you after a break-up
she wants you back, but she' s scared she'll get hurt and
knows you're gone forever

Guy Facts:
When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine." after a few minutes,
he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do

When your laying your head on a guy's chest,
he has the world

When a guy calls/texts/comments you everyday,
he is in love

When a (good) guy tells you he loves you,
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you,
he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have
ever missed him or anything else

Sounds: *NSync - Celebrity

it's been too long....

2007-07-15T01:25:00.000+08:00

what date is it today? july 15th? it's been 4 days since i last updated this blog. it has been a very, very busy week. haven't had time to properly bloghop as well as post a blog entry. i need a break. a long one. i need to plan a vacation for august. seriously.

anyway, there have been a lot of high priority issues at work. imagine getting around 3-5 Sev.1s a day. *sigh* a lot of circuits going down and a lot of work/production being affected. and it doesn't help that the LWAN engineers are being so aksdjasdja about it. aish, good thing we have Kevin and Mark on board, at least we know we can depend on someone to help us out. and i just remembered, i got two reports due on monday, plus the lesson plan and timetable. aargghh!!! this is the reason why i'm not into fangirl-ing anymore... i need my daily dose of fangirlism to keep me sane! *gets hit by eman* sheesh....

hopefully, everything will be okay this coming week. Just hope that Russian WAN engineer will finally loosen up and stop being a snob. aish. gggrrrrr...

i've just reformatted my PC. it was getting all cluttered and the USB port is acting up, so I decided to format it. of course, i backed up my precious files, even though it wasn't that many. don't have time to stalk the clubboxes anymore for tvxq and kpop vids. but when i have some time, i do stalk and download some stuff.

like right now, well, it's not kpop or related to anything Korean. i'm downloading the first season of Beverly Hills, 90210 and the first eleven episodes of Heroes Season 1. Yeah, Beverly Hills!!! i loved that series when i was in elementary or high school. Remember the twins, Brenda and Brandon (er, tama ba?) back then, i thought they were the coolest and handsomest people on the planet, but then i was introduced to Kpop. whee~ ahehe..

i'm almost finished downloading Beverly Hills, just 2G left (it's 7.86G big). whoot~ this is the reason why i love torrent files. ahehe... TVXQ can wait, i need to re-acquaint myself with the western world and the Hollywood circle. ^_^Y

fanfics. ah, i've started with Conversations Between Us, but I'm also reading Even So. Anne posted it on Jhocel's multiply tagboard, and i couldn't resist a good fic. hehe... I've also saved a copy of Balloons and Goodbye by dearSkye. there was a note on the thread that she will be removing it from the internet this August, so I saved a copy, compete with the posters and everything. i won't be redistributing it, it's just something for me to read once i'm done with all the fics i got stocked up here.

and there are a lot. *sigh*

hopefully, i'll find the time to read them soon.

what else... that's weird. before i started writing this entry, i was thinking this will be a very long post and i was mentally listing all the things i want to write about. but now that i'm typing it down, i'm at a loss. oh well, maybe next time. hehe. and now i shall go bloghopping ^^

Sounds: Mandy Moore - Cry

a year older, a year wiser ^_^

2007-07-11T05:27:00.000+08:00

hell yeah, i just turned a year older 2 days ago. but why does it seem like i'm still a kid. lol ...

anyway, birthday celebration last 07/08 with fandom friends was fun. it was so nice to see the bangers again. i missed those girls. and the angels too. thank you to all those who greeted me. got quite a number of SMS and YM messages... love you guys to death for remembering. *put hearts here*

celebration at the office was great too. though it would have been better if the whole LTGS Team, was there. but anyway, there's still more time to celebrate. hey, if my boyfriend can celebrate his birthday for a week, why can't i? lol XD

celebration at home was ok. everybody's out most of the day so i was home sleeping. and i got up and was late for work. hehehehe...

oh yes, that's right. he's in the Caribbean right now and he'll be there for 12 days for work. after that he's back to Atlanta for some other business thingies. then it's back home on august 15th. *sigh* well, even though he wasn't here on my birthday, he did promise that we'd take a trip to Sagada when he gets back. and i have been dying to go there ever since i saw pictures of the hanging coffins and the caves. i just hope there won't be any storms when we go. i'm happy. yey...

what else, oh! as usual, i did some shopping. lol XD it was my private birthday celebration for myself. before i forget, thanks LJ, for the wonderful gift. it was enough that you came over at exactly the time you said you were coming over, but the 3 years worth of gifts you promised were awesome. i love you boybespren! you will always be my one and only boybespren. lol.. cheesy, i know. but you deserve it! hah! let's just hope that the wife won't interpret this the wrong way. hehe...

to all those who greeted me on my tagboard, at friendster or wherever, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! ^^

okay, enough. i'm sleepy. i wan't able to go to work last night because of the rain, so i have to be super early later. i'll update soon, promise! ^^

Sounds: Jed Madela - How Can I Fall

when it ends...

2007-07-07T02:58:00.000+08:00

this blog's layout/theme really fits my mood for July. aish, my birth month and i'm depressed.

moving forward, tomorrow July 8, will be my birthday celebration. too bad he won't be there on my birthday, but that's life *sniffles* anyway, kai and me will be celebrating our birthday together, and since we move almost have the same circle of friends, i think it will be a blast. to those i have invited:

meeting place will be at glorietta food choices at 12nn. but the celebration will be at noraebang (i've been noraebang deprived for a few months now, not counting the gathering) at around 4pm. feel free to directly go there. ^_^

hmm.. tintin and me will be having our haircut at Tony and Jackey tomorrow also, before the celebration. AND!!! SOJU!! we'll have soju. i demand we drink soju. let's drink down all the depression and bitterness we may have. *sniffles*

wtf, i think i'm going to cry again T___T

by the way, THANKS FIN FOR THE GREETING *huggles*

and also: HAPPY SE7EN DAY! 07-07-07... L-O-V-E!

Sounds: Kattun - Special Happiness

there he goes... there he goes again...

2007-07-04T11:17:00.000+08:00

there he goes... aish... leaving again this saturday for god knows where. i sometimes wish i have his job so i can travel the world too. psshh! saw the pictures he took of Africa and it was breath-taking. can somebody please give me his job? T___T

anyway, finished downloading Why Why Love hardsubbed episode 3 but i haven't watched it yet. and now i'm downloading the 2nd of 7 parts of Moon Child. Oh yes, Tam, we are in Gackt&Hyde mode right now. just something about vampires and neck biting that's so sexy. lol XD can't wait to finally finish downloading all seven links. i want to watch it! already done downloading Tuck Everlasting, and I was able to watch a few bits and snippets of it. It still makes me cry. *sigh* melodramatic movies are love...

ow... reece posted something about Tarnished Angels coming to an end. hay... i am going to miss that fic. i want more Min7en love! i never thought that cussing while professing your love is sexy... real sexy and romantic. now just picture se7en doing that. *dies*

there it goes.. another senseless post. well at least i'm updating more than i updated last month, right? hehehe...

Sounds: G.O.D. - It's Alright

something new...

2007-07-03T09:41:00.000+08:00

changed the playlist. i thought i would put something appropriate, something that would jive with the layout. i didn't mean it to be so sentimental and depressing. aish... i really just like that song from I'm Sorry, I Love You. and i really like the drama too. depressing stuff, i tell you. -__-

remember the on-again-off-again thingie i was talking about yesterday? oh yes, it's happening again. argh! i need to post some private stuff on my LJ. thank god i've got that, at least only a limited few can read some very private stuff. *sniff*

anyway, work was great. i can feel the freedom! bwahahaha! no more Chuck G. breathing down our necks. yey for the freedom of being part of ITO. but it's still a long way to go. we've got a lot of things to do. aish... contracts and agreements make my head go crazy. -__- now let's let bossing Anthony take care of that. ^_^

speaking... Why Why Love episode 3 hardsubbed is out! downloading it now. i think i'm one of the first three people who's actually downloading it, so download speed is like... SLOW!! but i don't care. i'm going to download it. ^^

there goes another nonsense post. oh well... till next time :)

Sounds: Fly to the Sky - Eternity

birth month

2007-07-02T05:23:00.000+08:00

it's july already and so a new layout is in order. of course, i picked one from d.lockheart's portfolio. i love his blog layout and designs...

so what can i say about this current skin/layout? it definitely shows what i'm feeling right now, on the first day of my birth month. *sigh* to make a long story short: this on-again-off-again sort of thing is not for me. the sometimes-long-distance thing is alright, but the on-again-off-again thing? i don't think so. it's frustrating, tiring and emotionally draining. heck, it's like a switch!! so let's let the one who went away, be away. *sniffles*

anyway, we have a newbie at work and i'll be training him. aarrgghh!! why can't they get female newbies?? the past 3 newbies that i've trained are all guys, and just one of them is cute. but hey, the cute one's married. geeeesshhh...

okay, enough about work...

finished watching the second episode of Why Why Love yesterday. the series is really funny! and i am loving Kingone Wang even more! he's so silly, especially during the behind the scenes. OMG.. he's so silly, sillier than Mike. and as promised, i will be posting screencaps, with Rainie Yang. XD but most of the screencaps will be available in my Multiply account. i made quite a few screencaps, pressing Ctrl+e like crazy everytime KingOne would do something silly and cute, also when Mike is so adorably cute! I can't wait for the third hardsubbed episode to come out. i love DoReMii and IFS for subbing the series... and thank you anne for making me intrigued enough that i downloaded the series. now i'm hooked!

screencaps! ^_^

of course, screencaps won't be complete
without Mike He's solo ^^

now time for some Mike-Rainie and Kingone-Rainie screencaps!!

very, very good looking cast, ne? *nods* if you want to see screencaps of the behind the scenes, please go to my multiply account. link can be found at the side bar. ^_^

as for Liar Game, i am still waiting for the hardsubbed version of the last episode to come out. i just hope sacred cultivator can shrink the file size...

so let's see... i'm downloading Tuck Everlasting right now. this is one American movie that i love. and not just because that cutie (er, is the guy's name Jonathan Jackson? i forgot) is there, and also Alexis Bledel, i just love the movie. period. it's about living forever... and all that melodramatic stuff. and i do love melodramas. i think there's about 2 hours left before the torrent finishes downloading. love... ^_^

let's go to fanfics... i've got a ton lined up to read. i don't know where to start. but since i started with Conversations Between Us (because jhocel sent me a copy, which Anne compiled, thanks!!! *hugs*), might as well finish that. right now i'm on page 23. and i really find the story interesting. silly me, i browsed to the last part of the document and found out what happened to one of the gang leaders. huhuhu.. but that won't stop me from reading everything! yes, i am hooked. ^_^

still haven't finished Black Coffee Talk and Undertones of Forever, but i'm getting there. these two are a lot shorter compared to CBU, so we'll see how everything goes. and finally! sahbeL updated Close Your Eyes and Pretend!!! i am going crazy, he left us with a cliffhanger. *sigh* i really wanted to know what will happen to Jaejoong in the fic. Also reading wedspawn's Tarnished Angels, and finished with the lemon chapters. *evil smile* hehehehe... now what ChangMin and Se7en have is a real relationship! maybe not like JaeHo's forever, but something as intense. *grins*

aahh, this post is getting to be too long. i better stop here. hope i can update with something with sense tomorrow.

BUT,

before i forget... there will be a birthday celebration on July 8... kai and me will be celebrating our birthday together, just like last year. as for invites, i'll be personally inviting people. so wait for my SMS, email, IM, or something.

that's just about it. till next time! toodles~

Sounds: Brian Joo - First Date

FTTS <3

2007-06-30T12:07:00.000+08:00

i am excited...

lookie!!!

Fly to the Sky 7th Album!!!

yey!!

pic credits to Heavenly-Sent.net

Sounds: Fly to the Sky - Like A Man

the picture

2007-06-28T12:32:00.000+08:00

as per edcel's request...

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the picture:

look at them!!! *dies*

again, THEY LOOK SOOOO GAAAAAYYY!!!

Sounds: Younha - Audition

omfg...

2007-06-27T14:47:00.000+08:00

i just checked wackycashew's clubbox and found a pic of the boys...

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wearing the shirts they designed...

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and all i can say is...

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they look sooooo GAY!!!

*goes in a corner and sulks*

Sounds: Yui - Spiral and Escape

some things...

2007-06-26T12:47:00.000+08:00

aish.. i don't like fighting with someone i care about so much. it gives me a headache and makes me lose sleep. and i do not sleep well already! hmph... -___-

anyway, on to more stuff. i finished watching the first episode of Why Why Love earlier this morning. and all i can say is: d@mnit Mike He!!! You are so d@mn hot! and Kingone is hot too. Rainie Yang, you are so freaking lucky to have two hot leading men!!! heck, it's almost the same cast as Devil Beside You. now i'm expecting a lot of those amazing kissing scenes. *evil smile*

it is my dream to be kissed by Mike He. if that dream should ever come true, i can finally die happy and fulfilled. *okay, this is the fangirl in me talking*

screencaps!

you've got to love these two guys. i didn't include any Rainie screencaps because... er, i dunno. maybe when the hardsubbed 2nd episode comes around, i'll make screencaps of her.

speaking of series, last saturday was the 3-hour series finale of Liar Game. i wasn't writing anything about it here in my posts, but i've been watching it. hell, matsuda shota can act! this series is twisted and wicked. too many mind games. and i thought Death Note was insanely wicked with all the psychological stuff. this one's too psycho. i swear. the raw file came around 1.6G, i hope sacred cultivator can shrink it when they hardsub it. i can't wait to finally know how everything will end up. and lookie! matsuda shota reminds me of L when he plays akiyama. you know, the white long sleeves and denim pants and all. just so you know what i'm talking about:

do geniuses always have to wear long sleeved white shirts and denim pants? ♥♥♥

speaking of Death Note, i haven't watched the last 4 episodes of the anime. hu-hum.. maybe i'll watch it when i get home tomorrow.

hoot! jhocel!!! thanks for the doc file of Conversations Between Us. the intro is very interesting. i'll be reading it at work later. *excited*

Sounds: Dong Bang Shin Ki - Balloons (from The O Live Concert Album)

badbadz: my side of the world

V-Day

Reminiscing

A Game About Love

Thinking of You

Happy TVXQ in Manila Day!

Back from Macau!

Megaupload.. :(

2012 Yo!

2009 Horoscope

work woes

it's beginning to look a lot like christmas~

happy camper~

I want a guy...

what i'll miss the most...

jung jung jung

^_^

aarrgghh!!!

information overload

Dream Again (English Version) - Wang Lee Hom

The Curse of the iPhone

mumblings

busy? T.T

movies movies movies... and then some

hay naku ~

smile~

when will you get married?

colorgenics... ^^

those were the days~

*sigh*

there's always goodbye :(

inis~

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう？

thank you~

responsible journalism

irritated.

my ideal guy...

10 things that make me happy

tagged by ces ^^

好爱她 好想他 (Love her, Miss him)

later~

so i'll remember

Doushite Kimi...(Bakit Ba Ikaw Pa) -- translated by tintin

randomness

My Zoo

sorry!!! >.<

A Woman Should Have...

got this from a friendster blog.. and i just have to post it here. ^_^

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …

and you confuse me so...

45 things a girl wants, but won't ask for it

Fashion 70s love

bored but busy

hello shiny new lappie <3

My Daemon ^^

and it's all because of you~

it's march!!!

anniversary!

another *sigh* entry

why the past must come back

the "k" to be snobby

Sunday @ work

*sigh*

my 2008 horoscope...

New Year, New Beginnings!

goodbye 2007

am i back?

Home... the place where i belong...

no time...

what a sweet way to end september...

Go On Girl...

aarrgghh!

back after almost 2 weeks

Heroes... <3

test

it's been forever

now fully awake..

i need to get a life

the hell week

and the nightmare begins...

sigh

好爱她好想他 (Love her, Miss him)

another sigh entry

sigh